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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    And Seungcheol’s only ever been waiting.

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 64

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    He wakes up, to the same consistent rumble of the bus, but at an entirely different angle. Ryan’s let him shift, all the way down, his head and the tops of his shoulders cradled against Ryan’s thighs, which, for the record, is so comfortable it kind of scares him. It feels like Ryan is an extension of Naim already, and when he blinks, slow and tired and a little confused, he can see the way Ryan presses his lips together, like he’s trying hard not to smile.
    It’s too bad. Naim likes it when he smiles. Naim thinks he likes most everything that Ryan does.
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    In which they make their escape, and try their fucking hardest to figure out what this means for the future

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “So,” he says. “You struck out with your date and figured you’d come around my place, see if you could salvage the night? I’ll have you know, I’m not like the other girls. I won’t put out for anything less than Tiffany’s.”

    Let Robby joke. Jack will answer him honestly.

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    13 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    Cruz and Ellis are running alongside a gurney coming from the ambulance bay. Robby feels like he’s walking in slow-motion. He doesn’t see the face on the gurney, but he does see a hand grabbing Ellis’ scrub and hear what is unmistakably Jack’s voice say “Not Robby”, before the hand falls to the side.

    Three more steps – and Robby doesn’t want to take them, doesn’t think he can do it, but still his body moves – and he’s there, Shen and Al-Hashimi beating him by a second. On the gurney, pale, so very pale, is the unmistakable shape of Jack. His chest is barely lifting, his breathing labored. Robby can’t wrap his mind around that.

    Jack gets hurt, Robby gets a lot of time to think about his feelings and has a heart-to-heart with Jake, and the whole “it’s you and me” thing takes on its full meaning.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    “”Shit, it’s you and me, that’s what you said, right? You can’t leave me,” his voice is barely a whisper. “

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Four hours into his shift, Jack was out in the ambulance bay, trying his best not to kick the damn bike – he’d been over there every hour, checking that it hadn’t moved. He’d even checked the abandoned wing, but had to admit it: Robby was nowhere to be found.

    He looked at his phone for the fifth time in less than a minute. Fuck it, what was the point of his therapist saying “feel free to call in case of emergency” every week for the past five years if Jack never took her up on it?

    The phone rang only once before a worried voice answered, “Jack?”

    “I need you to talk me out of tracking Robby down and locking him up in my basement,” he spat.
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    Or: after Robby's done rocking Baby Jane Doe, the bike doesn't move, Robby takes shelter, and Jack's heart is tested.

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    12 Jun 2026