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Relearning how to be a civilian.
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"We are like people at a wayside station, waiting between trains, or between planes.
We attend the cinema, consult our watches.
We sit down and stretch our legs, stare at the skylight.
We buy a paper and read it without comprehending.Noticing the whistles blowing, the crowds coming and going.
We listen for the porter to call sonorously the panel of destinations.Decorously the clock ticks; we await the roar of the transport”
----------------------------------------------------------The Asset was not waiting for extraction. He knew extraction was not coming. He had not been meant to survive the mission— after its success he would no longer be needed. The handlers did not explain why. He did not need to know.
So when everything went to hell, he knew that there was no team standing by to pick him up, and he had not received orders to report back to anyone or anywhere. It was likely that there was nothing left to report back to. Hydra will have scattered, at least for now.
So the Asset would disappear.
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“Y-you want me to be a girl?”
Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.
“No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”
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Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.
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20 Feb 2026
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“Oh my god,” the intruder says, voice coming faster and higher-pitched. “Shane, what the fuck? Oh my god.”
“Eeleeyah, come to my cottage,” Ilya mocks, voice muffled by Shane’s skin. “Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house instead. Is so private. No one will know…we will be completely alone. Together.”
“Oh my god, is that Ilya Rozanov?” the intruder yelps like he's about to start hyperventilating. “Why is Ilya Rozanov half-naked in our kitchen, Shane?”
“Okay, I know how this looks,” Shane tells Ilya, “But I mean, technically, we are still alone. Together.”
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At the cottage, Shane and Ilya meet eighteen year old Shane Hollander. This is really only a surprise for one of them. Everyone handles it as well as can be expected.
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10 Feb 2026
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There’s a Line in the Sand (I’m Crossing with Both Hands) by Eddywow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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“You know you chew on your pen a lot?” She asked, jaw slipping against her palm as she tried to keep herself awake. Again. Fair. “Like, a lot.”
(Shane has an oral fixation and it’s ruining his life.)
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03 Feb 2026
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Off-Leash by sterlingstars
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
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It strikes a chord in Shane, makes him feel a little wild, a little seen, in a way that makes his body hot. It's in this moment that he thinks: I'll be a dog, if you want..
Shane has some particular feelings. They breed some particular revelations. Control, power, desire- it should all be so simple. It shouldn't be so easy to shake. But like with everything, Ilya Rozanov complicates that, and turns it on its head.
(Shane gets a collar. This better not awaken anything in him.)
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03 Feb 2026