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    Whoever told Buck that excessively talking and narrating things to his baby would aid in her cognitive development is a bitch.

    “I have to go to work today, so you’re gonna hang out with your Auntie Maddie because she has the day off, and then tomorrow morning after my shift you and I are gonna get breakfast with Eddie, so I’m packing your pink dress with the blue flowers because I think it’s very breakfasty. That’s not a word, though. Sometimes it’s okay to make up words for emphasis, but not all the time, okay?”

    Evie thinks her dad is the most fascinating thing in the world and he would like to keep it that way, thank you very much. She stares and smiles at him while he talks, reacts to certain words like she’s starting to understand what they mean, claps her hands together when he says the names of her favorite people, it’s awesome.

    However, Buck seems to have made one very grave mistake and in her very first act of spite against her dad, Evie will not let him live it down.

    "Eddie!"

     

    Or, narrating his entire life to his daughter started as a good idea until she decided to use her first word to out Buck’s big dumb crush on his best friend.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Buck should be furious. All their planning, all the hard work and buried emotions and lying to get where they are. Buck should be furious.

    He's sitting on a sound stage, lights beating down on him, sweat beading on his forehead, heart pounding in his chest as Eddie's voice echoes in his head over and over and over while the crowd is deathly silent, and god damn it, Buck should be furious.

    “Roger,” Ryan Seacrest says, pausing for dramatic effect as his eyes flicker between the duo in front of him, “For twenty five thousand dollars,” another pause that feels like it stretches into eternity, long enough for Buck to tear his gaze away from the couple to the man sitting to his left, to try and catch his eye and ultimately get nowhere. “When did Kristy realize she was in love?”

    It was love at first sight.

    That’d been Buck’s answer. They’d rehearsed it.

    But Eddie—

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    Or, Buck and Eddie aren't married. They go on The Newly Weds Game show, anyways.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    "There is a flower growing inside of him. It should frighten him perhaps, the feeling of its leaves unfurling against his throat. But it isn't just a flower. It's his love for Eddie, manifested in the softness of its petals, the elegance of its being. How could he look at it, all bloody and blooming, and see it as anything but beautiful."

    Or; In the middle of unprocessed grief and the aftermath of New Mexico, Buck develops hanahaki disease. It doesn't end well.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Wisteria /wɪˈstɪərɪə/: associated with devotion, everlasting love, and yearning. In the Victorian language of flowers, the wisteria flower means “welcome” and “attachment,” signifying deep emotional connections between people.

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    OR Eddie Diaz slowly suffocates on wisterias as he watches Evan Buckley fall in love with someone else.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Eddie wants to be capable of that kind of love so bad – of being loved like that. He wants it so much his teeth ache with the force of it.

    Slowly, Chris shakes his head. “I guess not,” he finally decides. He picks his pencil back up, thinks for a moment before beginning to fill in his first answer.

    Halfway through his sentence, he picks his head up to look at Buck. “You would look back,” Chris declares, like he knows this to be an unmitigated fact. He goes back to writing.

    He says it simply, like grass is green, the sky is blue, and Buck would look back.

    Eddie watches Buck take the words like a blow. His eyes widen and his chest physically stutters. “Yeah,” Buck says, the word cracking down the middle. Like he can’t help it, Buck turns his head back to Eddie. “I would.”

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