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    Yuji’s head hurts from trying to make sense of the whole situation. It’s obvious that Megumi likes that what they’re doing is wrong, but at the same time, having to hide it is precisely what breaks him up inside. It’s a strange contradiction that Yuji can’t quite bring himself to understand.

    He thinks that Megumi must be using the lack of morality in their actions as some sort of justification for something. Like, if what he and Yuji are doing is nothing but them being horrible people and bad boyfriends, then it can never go as deep as true intimacy and love between two individuals—two boys. They’re just two people who are doing bad things.

    Fuck, but there’s still something incredibly intimate about that. To share such a secret, to be the only people in the world who know what they’ve been doing, is something that feels so deeply personal, that it’s almost romantic.

    In which Yuji and Megumi make a series of drunken mistakes.

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    “Iwa-chan?” Oikawa blinked, pulling his face into his hands and smiling his signature, lopsided grin, the one Iwaizumi wanted to kiss him through, pull moans out of, wrap around his length and suck his soul into.

    Iwaizumi leapt from the bench and roughly dropped Oikawa to the ground, a hurried apology tossed over his shoulder as he sprinted back to his dorm. He dove into a cold shower until his nerves settled before climbing into bed, ignoring his phone blowing up by Oikawa and responding to Hanamaki that he was fine, that he just needed some time to think.

    About that ass tho wwwww, Hanamaki replied.

    I hope you die, Iwaizumi sent, and turned his phone off.

    That was the first night Iwaizumi touched himself to the thought of Oikawa.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    after coming back from orgo lab I have a deep line on my forehead that makes me look like kenjaku. whatever. everything bagel toasted with cream cheese caramel iced coffee and iwaoi fic for today

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    Nekoma is fighting over who the ace is. Again. Fukunaga doesn’t get what the bickering is about.

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    30 May 2023

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    During his first year of university, Tsukishima writes some emails.

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    30 May 2023

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    On his mouth, Yaku murmurs, “Where do you want to take this, Lev?”
    His breath is hot against Lev’s pale skin. He pulls away to look at Lev properly: eyes glossy and face flushed, and he isn’t Yaku’s, really. But from the way his breath shudders, Yaku knows it doesn’t take much. A nudge, maybe. A little push, at most.
    “Anywhere,” Lev breathes. “Anywhere you’d like, Yaku-san.”
    But the green eyes plead to Yaku: please don’t hurt me please don’t hurt me please don’t and I love you I love you I love you and please love me too because I love you and please please please.

    [In which Lev clings unto promises, Yaku thinks he knows a bit about love, and Kuroo calls him a big, dumb idiot.]

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