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    They were once the greatest MLH draft prospects in the world - number one and two, in whatever order came to be on the day. But life had other plans, and all it took was a few weeks in ‘09 to see both Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander become nothing more than hypotheticals and statistical what-ifs deep in reddit threads and hockey chatrooms.

    But still, their paths were destined to cross when Ilya took his daughter to her first skating lesson.

    // Single dad!Ilya x Kids Hockey coach!Shane

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “Maybe—maybe Lily is sleeping,” she says. Bargaining, she realizes numbly. She’s bargaining for more time. And for whatever is unfolding here to stop unfolding and in fact fold itself back up. Her thumb shifts away from the call button. “And you should be sleeping too, mister.”

    “He’s not sleeping.” Shane flares his nostrils—another gesture Yuna hasn’t seen in so many years. “He’s waiting for me to call a third time. Mom. Please. He’s—he’ll be so worried.”

    Yuna shifts her thumb and lets it drop. Is Yuna a bad mother if she hopes "Lily" doesn’t pick up?

    -x-

    or: Shane needs to call someone the night he's laid out by Marlow, and Yuna reflects on her quietly, obsessively devoted son.

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    29 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 60

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    “I want you to mark me,” Ilya says softly, watching as his mate’s brows furrow followed by a little shake of his head. 

    “I don't want to ruin your career,” he whimpers softly. 

    Ilya chuckles. “I already ruined my career.” 

    Shane smiles weakly, allowing himself to laugh as well. For the first time since getting signed with IMG something is just about them. 

    or Ilya finally gets his long awaited bondmark

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Ilya earns himself another pretty whimper when he eases his fingers out of Shane, watching as his hole flutters around nothing now. Shamelessly he brings his digits to his mouth, sucking the slick from them one by one, savoring it. He maintains eye contact, and when Shane goes to look away he holds him firm by the jaw.

    “Eyes on me, mama,” he commands softly.

    The hand at Shane’s jaw squeezes, forcing the omega to open his mouth. He’s such a good boy, so obedient for him. Ilya leans down, spitting Shane’s slick onto his own, outstretched tongue. Before he can swallow, Ilya slides his tongue along Shane’s, tasting him together.

    “Please, pup,” Shane mewls and it isn’t enough for Ilya.

    or Ilya claims what is his.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    “So our pup is in there...” Ilya murmurs, rubbing gentle circles on his tummy. “Is little?”

    “Big as a raspberry,” Shane tells him with a soft smile, resting his hand on top of Ilya’s.

    “Our little raspberry...”

    “We’re really doing this, huh?”

    or Ilya learns he's a very young father

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    29 Jun 2026

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    For a moment he thinks about the years Matthew had robbed from him; of the experiences he could have had.

    But then Ilya’s dick is throbbing in his hand and he’s moving without thinking.

    Shane cannot remember the last time he had presented himself. Now, in a hotel room of the SoHo House, Shane is on his knees; back arched, presenting his slick hole for an alpha that is not his mate, for one that is half his age.

    Or: stuck in a hopeless marriage, Shane finds solace in a very hot, very young alpha.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

    --

    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    If Ilya Rozanov was set to be branded for life in the space above his butt crack, he was damn well going to pay a premium for it.

    Booking with one of the most exclusive tattoo studios in North America was the easy bit.

    Having his brain melted into oblivion by Shane Hollander’s steady hands and even steadier voice was decidedly not part of the plan.

    Or, the one where tattoo artist Shane is very good at giving instructions.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Hollander’s eyes slid past him, stopped, came back and held, his eyes widening. Ilya smiled, a mocking curve of his mouth, and raised his cup in acknowledgment. Number one, he mouthed, and while he couldn’t be certain in the dim light of the bar, he thought he saw Hollander flush.

    Then his chin lifted, challenging, and Ilya felt something hook behind his ribs, a sharp tug, like a fish on a line.

     

    Or: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander make a deal - whichever of them debuts as a #1 NYT bestseller owes the other a blowjob

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Shane flees to the cottage four hours before his marriage to his biggest hater, Ilya Rozanov. He doesn’t expect to find Ilya, who thought of jilting him first, at his destination.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Shane has married Ilya, a known chaos monster, with a penchant for fast cars and designer clothes. Shane has spent his life making sure he was financially responsible. Now it's time to merge these two different approaches to money management; It does not go the way Shane thinks it will.

    They had been married for 32 days.

    And now was the big conversation: estate planning, their assets, and what combining them would look like.

    Shane had found a financial planner. Had set the appointment.

    He was, after all, Shane Hollander; he had approached his financial future with all of the key characteristics of a Hollander. His mom had guided his career, negotiating sizable contracts for him, and his father worked for the Treasury. It was in his blood.

    Ilya, meanwhile, had approached today's meeting with the same organizational energy he brought to most things in his life, except hockey: confident, yet chaotic, and generally not stressed out about whether things would work out in his favor.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Luca Haas looks Ilya Rozanov in the eye. Ilya Rozanov, recently appointed captain of The Ottawa Centaurs. Ilya Rozanov, who Luca has done unspeakable things to on Archive of Our Own.

    He gulps. His phone is weighing heavy in his back pocket, his phone which has been logged into an Archive of Our Own account for years. An account which features some… disgustingly detailed smut about the man currently shaking his hand.

    or, luca haas wrote a very popular hollanov fic when he was a teenager... he spends the first year of his professional hockey career in fear

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Over the years he thought maybe, just maybe, being knotted by an alpha semi regularly might change something, like his biology would one day answer Ilya’s despite their ups and downs. He even helped Rozanov through a rut one time, and at the time he thought surely his inner omega would finally respond to his pheromones and the teeth shaped bruises on his nape that almost resembled mating bites and give him a heat.
    But nothing.
    Heats are the last thing on his mind right now though. Ilya is spending two weeks with him at his cottage, alone. Completely and utterly alone. Together.

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    Omega Shane has never had a heat. Over the years, he has given up on expecting to have one, but when he spends two weeks with alpha Ilya in the comfort of his cottage, something unexpected happens: he is thrown head first into his very first heat. Luckily, Ilya is there to help.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    University student, Shane Hollander, visits the Ottawa Omega Health Clinic for his annual gynecological exam and leaves with more than he bargained for.

    Or the one where Shane the Virgin (😜) gets accidentally artificially inseminated with billionaire hotel heir, Ilya Rozanov’s sperm.

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    20 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 16

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    Henry had Alex out of his clothes and stretched out on their bed. With his blushing cheeks in the glow of their lamp and belly swollen with their child inside he was achingly beautiful. Henry melted every time he looked at him. Hair mussed, body naked, and filled with this life they’d created.

    He worshipped him with his mouth, licking and nipping at his nipples until Alex bucked into him, muffled whimpers and whines of helpless want that cut through Henry. He licked one and sucked at it, soft and giving beneath his mouth. The other he pinched with his thumb and forefinger until Alex shuddered beneath him like he couldn’t possibly remain intact while Henry attended to him.

    The entire second trimester had been some kind of miracle. A gift that Henry thanked his lucky stars for daily. Alex had craved everything; his entire body sung with need. And he’d been achingly horny, and Henry found himself greedily wanting more. More time to give to Alex, give until he couldn’t remember where he ended and Alex’s neediness began.

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    Henry takes care of pregnant Alex, carnally.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    I mean she doesn’t at least not **legally**, but definitely emotionally. But when you are getting most of your gossip out of the mouth of babes some things get lost in translation. One outsider’s perspective on how they assumed their child’s classmate had three fathers for most of the school year.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are finally married and settling into life with the Centaurs, but the start of the season brings a realization: the team’s off-ice lives are a disaster of bad agents and "budget-bin" sponsorships. Enter Yuna Hollander. What starts as a simple team party at Bood’s house quickly turns into a full-scale forensic audit.

    From dismantling predatory contracts over homemade Chicken Parm to orating a "Hollander Standard" for road-trip luxury, Yuna isn't just the team mom anymore, she’s taking over. The thin walls are gone, the car wash deals are dead, and the league isn't ready for a Centaurs roster that is finally, officially, optimized.

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    18 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 52

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    A collection of ficlets from my fic Of Ice and Men.

    DO NOT read this if you haven't read the first one yet. It will not make sense and has a TON of spoilers.

    This is just a bunch of fluffy, family-friendly fluff. I will update tags as I add chapters. :3

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    12 Jun 2026

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    ~And from your lips, he drew the Hallelujah

    Ilya Rozanov leaves Boston and signs with Ottawa, trying to fight a slow slide into emptiness and find meaning in his life again. Shane Hollander is a lonely, struggling artist who lost his spark. When they meet by chance, they both have to decide what's worth living for.

    Or…Shane never gets the chance to become a pro hockey player, so they meet a little later in life. Basically, they’re both sad boys, but the healing will be worth it. More baggage, fewer hangups.

    ~You see I used to live alone before I knew ya.

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    “So maybe we would have played together,” Ilya said.

    “Yeah. Maybe we would have been rivals,” Shane said, and that got a grin out of him. He couldn’t quite imagine it, but he thought that would have been fun, facing off against Ilya Rozanov. In another life.

    Ilya nodded slowly. “And yet here we are, meeting anyway. Maybe we were meant to.”

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    11 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 96

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    Shane Hollander’s Ilya Rozanov. Hannah Wells’ Garrett Graham. This is basically the superwholock of fictional hockey. Someone on Tiktok pointed out that there was definitely some overlap between Ilya/Garrett's Boston hockey careers. The fact that the team names are different in each individual series doesn't matter if you're pure of heart, I heard.

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    09 Jun 2026

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