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    And even though it is pointless, even though Neil has been running a one way track ever since he woke up in Millport, Neil chooses them twice.
    He chooses Andrew twice.

    Or:
    Nathaniel Wesninski dies in a basement in Baltimore. Neil Josten wakes up on the bleachers in Millport.

    ( TFC COMPLETED )

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    21 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Naim dreams of blood. It’s sticky and hot and coats his hands, pouring out of the deliverance healer’s chest cavity. He reaches inside and pulls out what must be a heart, but it’s small and pruned and Naim holds it in his palms and then squashes it flat.

    Ryan and Naim plan a murder.

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    20 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Naim!”

    A hand clamps down on his wrist and Naim’s brain flatlines. He doesn’t so much decide on his next actions as he does feel himself, all at once, curl his fist, spin on the balls of his feet, and punch Not-Ryan as hard as he can in the cheek. Wild-eyed and breathing erratically, Naim hears the entity shout in pain, watches it stumble back, and he freezes.

    3 times they hurt each other, and 1 time they manage not to.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “Ah.”

    “‘Ah’,” Ilya repeats, giving him a look before he looks back to the tidily stacked frozen mouse packages in the freezer and makes a face as a little badly-hidden shudder moves through him. “Why the fuck do you have mice in your freezer, Shane? You are doing serial killer shit now? This is why you have cottage in the middle of nowhere? For serial killer things?”

    “It’s for Spaghetti,” Shane says.

    Ilya gives him an absolutely horrified look at that and turns a little green, which makes him remember that Spaghetti isn’t just his snake's name.

    “Not food!” He rushes to explain. “Not food spaghetti! Snake Spaghetti!”

    “What the fuck are you even saying right now,” Ilya says, looking honestly a little concerned that Shane might have something going wrong in his head.

    (Distancing himself from almost twenty years of owning a snake, Shane can indeed see why this situation might be a little alarming for someone on the outside looking in.)

    (It also clues him in to the fact that maybe it’s not just Spaghetti who should have gotten a little adjustment period.)

    (in which i give shane allergies AND a snake)

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    17 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    “It’s okay,” Naim said. There was still blood seeping from his mouth.

    “No.” Ryan shook his head. He didn’t know where to touch Naim, didn’t know if he trusted himself to. Carefully he reached for his wrist, the closest thing, and pulled his hand from where it clenched white around the railing. “No, fuck. Come here—”

    Ryan could see the ragged skin of the gash beneath Naim’s chin, the blood still dripping freely onto his collarbones. A deep wine-purple was blooming at his brow. And Ryan had done this, the real Ryan.

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    In a moment of panic, Ryan mistakes Naim for the Entity.

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    15 Jul 2026