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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Boyfriend stayed overnight at Darnell's with Pico, allowing them to truly reconnect after years of not talking to each other

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    10 Apr 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Everything was serene, nothing could ruin this Friday night for Pico.

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    04 Apr 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    He didn’t stop him though, because it was so obvious that Hyunjin was angry. He could tell by the way his fingers dug into the flesh of his hips and the harsh way his lips found his neck and bit at his skin. It suddenly felt like too much. Too much. But he couldn’t get his mouth to move to tell him to stop, part of him didn’t want to because this is what Hyunjin wanted, what he needed. This is what Chan asked for. Better to let this happen and then he’d stop being angry. Chan screwed his eyes shut, trying to force himself to breathe, trying to talk himself out of the panic he was spiraling into it. You’re fine, you’re fine, you’re fine.

    --or--
    Short tempers.
    An argument between Hyunjin and Chan.
    Heated kisses and wandering hands.
    A flashback and a trauma response.
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    Minho's left to clean up the mess.

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    5/5
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    18 Jun 2024

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    A part of Chan's past from his training days comes to light. A past he thought he had put behind him.
    A series of events (a misunderstanding, a confrontation, a concussion in the rain) follow that send him running and definitely not dealing with his trauma.

    “No one was ever supposed to know,” Chan looked his manager square in the face, hating the way his voice broke, “no one.”

    -or-

    Chan is drowning.

    His family is there to try and save him.

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    English
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    13/13
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    16 Jun 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    “I didn’t want to see Minho Hyung.” Chan’s throat tightens as if someone is strangling him. “I didn’t want to see him and remember that I’m not just Chan. That I’m not like my friends.”

    “Then what are you Chan-ah?” Hyunjin softly murmurs.

    “I’m a foster kid.” The child cracks out. “I’m someone who was put under Minho Hyung’s care because my parents didn’t want me.” He looks away. “Seeing Minho Hyung reminds me that I’m not just a kid”

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    Lee Minho is guilt tripped into fostering a young, abused child. Things don’t go as well, or maybe as bad, as thought.

    (Can be read without part 1)

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    Comments:
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    410
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    15 Jun 2024