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nothing makes me feel as good by bitterbloodyorange
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Apr 2026
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JJ didn't think the others saw it. Hayden, maybe, but Jackie was the only WAGs's name Shane had committed to memory so Hayden never brought it up. JJ didn't have a wife or girlfriend. He had his hookups and the names of the best restaurants in each city they player in. If JJ had a dog, Shane would probably mix its name up with Drapeau's. The others didn't get that however pathetic or sad they might think Shane, Shane thought the same of them tenfold when they missed shots at practice or ate fast food on weekdays. Shane wasn't being prissy or funny when he said, don't embarass me—JJ still doesn't know exactly what it was, but he doesn't care to find out.
Shane had poured everything into his team (possessively: it was his team) and he asked them to give it back that day, so they delivered. When Shane smiled at them afterwards, it felt like love.
Character study on neurotic batshit hardass Captain Shane Hollander. The awe-inspiring and aloof Canadian Hockey Jesus Shane Hollander. Unwilling MLH sex icon Shane Hollander, the face on many mens' dart boards.
or, JJ on the enigma of (his feelings for) Shane Hollander over the years.
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12 Jun 2026
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In his efforts to become the best captain possible, Shane accidentally cultivates among his teammates a debilitating praise kink.
(Or, the unforeseen consequences of prolonged and repeated exposure to Shane Hollander's beautiful big brown bottom eyes, and its documented effects on a worrisomely increasing number of professional hockey players.)
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- English
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08 Jun 2026
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cardiac tamponade by asthestarsforetold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
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- English
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04 Jun 2026
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Talk About It by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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“You will not be so nice when we beat you,” Ilya told Shane Hollander, holding onto his hand, not letting him pull away. Not yet.
But Hollander’s brow furrowed, not in anger but in confusion. “Ah, um, sorry,” Hollander said. “Merci. My English is bad. Worse… than you. Maybe slower?” And he leaned in, like that would help him understand.
Ilya’s eyebrows rose, and his smile widened.
Or, Ilya Rozanov grew up in Russia. Shane Hollander was raised in France. When they first meet, neither of them can speak English very well. Somehow, it’s easier to understand each other when words aren’t getting in the way.
(Stand-alone remix of “I’m Reading Your Lips (You’re Speaking My Language)” but this time neither of them are native English speakers, and learning a new language is sort of like falling in love, if you think about it.)
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- Part 3 of Competition is Better With a Friend
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03 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander Doesn't (not to be confused with Can't) Fight by RedDragon11133
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander doesn't fight.
Doesn't, however, does not mean can't.
Too mad no one told Tanner Gagnon that.
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- Part 2 of When We Play Montreal
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- English
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01 Jun 2026
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27 May 2026
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Guides, Tips and Tricks, and Quick Definitions by highschool-facelesshellion (mutalune)
Fandom Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
24 Jan 2014
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25 May 2026
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The Resurrection Chronicles by InsaneSociopath
Fandom Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
20 Mar 2017
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In which Jim refuses to stay dead. Multiple times.
Bones is always exasperated
Pike is sarcastic, undead, and sarcastically undeadAnd Spock and the rest of the crew of the Enterprise would just really like to know what the hell is going on please
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25 May 2026
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16 May 2026
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07 May 2026
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Snapshots of another life: Louis and Mike are brothers, and the rest is just details.
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26 Apr 2026
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The Lestercy au no one asked for by LawBae
Fandom Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Trials of Apollo - Rick Riordan
18 May 2026
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07 Apr 2026
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Darkest Evening of the Year by SunflowerSales
Fandoms: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
26 Mar 2014
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Robb is a bastard, doesn't know it, and somehow things work out for the better.
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11 Mar 2026
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Far Too Young To Hold A Sword by IStillPlayWithLegos
Fandoms: Ancient Greek Religion & Lore, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
16 Aug 2025
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In the aftermath, a thousand and one deaths flash before his eyes, and Ares feels them all. Every sword. Every spear. Every knife.
Over and over again, he breathes his last breath, sometimes at the hands of another soldier and sometimes at the hands of himself. He stares at his own face, caked in blood and viscera, and hates himself for loving it.
War is his vice of choice. It is his lover. His best friend. His worst enemy. He hates to love it, but no matter how he tries, he can’t seem to escape its clutches.
He’s not quite sure if he really wants to.- - -
It’s ironic, isn’t it? Ares hates all of Poseidon’s children with a vengeful fury, and yet, in this new world of Christianity and Capitalism, Perseus Fucking Jackson is the closest thing he has to a priest.
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- Part 2 of Legos' PJO Fics
- Part 1 of Lies On Which Olympus Is Built
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- 479
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11 Feb 2026
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Percy, The Weirdest Prophet Apollo Has Ever Met by diaskedasilexis
Fandom Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
06 Feb 2026
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May 2026: This series is not abandoned, but please stop asking when the next work is coming. I wrote eight fics totalling 1.3mill words in 10 months. I'm allowed to take a break and work on something else. If the current date is not February 2028, do not ask me when the update is coming or if the series is abandoned. To the 99% of readers who leave lovely comments and don't ask about SoN: y'all are awesome, please keep being you.
Percy has been seeing the past and the future all his life. When he was seven and about to die, he called out to Apollo for help. Apollo brought his brand new baby prophet to his oldest living son, Lee Fletcher, to care for. From there the events of Percy Jackson and The Olympians unfold, both similar to, but also entirely different from canon.
Characters are slightly different ages than canon, and some have different backgrounds. This is Percy Jackson reinterpreted with found family, far too much future knowledge and way too much involvement from the Fates.
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09 Feb 2026
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silent tongues speak no prophecies verse by Tatortot367
Fandom Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan
12 Jun 2026
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01 Feb 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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- 12,465
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09 Jan 2026
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Dig Two Graves by devovitsuasartes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Dec 2025
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There’s no humor in Shane’s voice. It’s cold, hard, determined. “When we meet them on the ice next season, I want to fucking destroy them.”
After a moment, he feels Ilya nod thoughtfully behind him.
“Is good plan. Let’s fucking destroy them.”
The Montreal Voyageurs won't stop slinging mud at Shane in the press, so Shane and Ilya decide to get revenge the best way they know how.
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- Part 1 of Dig Two Graves
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- English
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- 6/6
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- 1,260
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- 12,278
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17 Dec 2025
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The Montreal Girl (Lily & Jane) by some1_around
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Dec 2025
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- 3
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13 Dec 2025
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Drop by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Dec 2025
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June 2014, Las Vegas
Post the Las Vegas Scene, sub!Shane drops hard and Dom!Ilya races to save him.
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From Jane: We didn't even kiss
Shane didn't mean to send the text. He was so dizzy and cold and unsteady after leaving Ilya's room, he didn't even remember if he HAD sent the text. His fingers were too numb to undo his shirt buttons, he felt like the floor was dropping out from beneath him, he was nauseous and exhausted and didn't know why he couldn't stop shaking, why couldn't he stop shaking...?
From Jane: ww dnt v ks
The text came through as gibberish, and “Fuck.” Ilya threw his clothes back on and ran to get to Shane's hotel room. He'd been too far in his head to pay attention to Shane being quiet and shivering after they were done. Shane had stumbled getting out of bed, bumped into furniture, struggled with the door and Ilya had heard it but he'd been too much of a coward to get out of bed and check and now his submissive was sending gibberish texts and that wasn't good.
“Sorry sorry sorry.” Ilya muttered as he ran. “I’m coming. I’m coming, hold on.”
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- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry
- Language:
- English
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- 6,117
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- 1/1
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12 Dec 2025