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  1. Public Bookmark 13

    Don't You Say a Word by

    Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco  

    03 Nov 2013

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    Brendon can never walk into a room and just be there; he has to be everywhere, all at once.

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    27 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

    i give it to the ocean by

    Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco  

    15 Sep 2014

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    Ryan says, “We just need you to play.”

    Brendon can play. He nods. He can do that.

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    05 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 26

    So Tonight That I Might See by

    Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy  

    29 Apr 2026

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    “So what’s with the getup?” Ryan asked, eyeing his dressed up form. “Surely there’s not a rule about black tie on cold December evenings.”

    Brendon rolled his eyes at the subtle poking of fun again. “There’s not.” He supplied monotone. “I played piano at town hall. What’s with yours? Is there a Bowie look-alike competition I’m not aware of?” If Brendon wasn’t worried about looking stupid, he would’ve laughed at his own joke.

    Ryan scoffed and decided it was his turn to cross his arms. “There’s not.” He mocked, and Brendon smiled.

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    It’s 2005, Brendon is a Mormon and Ryan wishes he was dead.

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    14 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 3

    To Need Someone Like I Do You by

    Fandoms: The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green  

    17 Feb 2023

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    “There’s a picture.” That's all Vicky had said to us, just “there’s a picture,” and we had known, I had known, that it was over. Decades and decades of sanctuary, gone in an instant. A single snapshot of a moment that some faceless reporter shouldn’t have seen, but they did, and now they’re going to know.

     

    I did some math, (scary, I know,) and realized that, according to the official post-THROAM ficlets, Ryan and Brendon canonically came out in approximately the late 90s. This is just me imagining what some aspects of that might look like, considering Ryan has a lifelong commitment to being insecure and unstable in the face of danger. (Aka me using it as an angst generator to fuel the hurt/comfort machine that is my brain.)

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Eustacia Vye - Hematoid quartz by

    Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco  

    09 Jun 2025

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    My Nevadan love, out of fear of sounding dumb, I think you have a drinking problem.
    - Eustacia Vye by Nightmare Of You.
    Some people see God in churches.
    I see him behind the dumpsters near our school.
    His name is Ryan Ross.
    I worship the ground he pukes on.

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    27 Mar 2026