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  1. Public Bookmark 21

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    Sieun ignored the comment. He wasn't there to stroke Suho's ego, he was there to finish a project. He opened his phone to the contact list and passed it over the desk. "Give me your number."

    Still wearing a contented smile, Suho took the device and started typing.

    Sieun looked back down at the paper, distracting himself by mentally tracing the lines of the drawing.

    Suho scoffed. "You already have my number."

    Or, the story of how the lives of programmer Yeon Sieun and free-spirited designer Ahn Suho became entangled after a group project dispute...

    Semantic Error AU

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    22 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    This time Colin and Pen put on a show as Michael watches. smutfic.

    Final installation of the Parallel Play series.

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    21 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    [Please note: this is the fic originally named 'of all the ways to lose a person'.]

     

    To say that his world collapses is rather the wrong sentiment.

    In many ways, Suho would have preferred that, because if something is razed there’s an endpoint. A disaster that collapses a world does not change that world’s nature - it just kills it. You can look at the inert corpses of what once was everything and see that it is finished.

    He’d have thought that this type of event would be like that. Destructive. Dramatic.

    Final.

    Instead, he gets something altogether more alarming.

     

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    Suho wakes up at age twenty-three and finds that nothing is as he remembers.

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    02 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    “I just…” A shaky exhale. Sieun sounded closer to the phone. “I wanted to hear your voice, Suho-yah.”

    And just like that, the frustration inside Suho collapsed in on itself.

    I wanted to hear your voice. Which was the closest Suho would get to I miss you, Suho-yah.

    Or Suho goes on a vacation meant for two while Sieun stays behind, until a 3AM phone call changes everything between them.

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    27 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    Sieun can’t stop thinking about Suho with someone else. Letting them press him down into an unfamiliar mattress, because he couldn’t fuck anyone at his and Sieun’s shared place, in their shared bed. Letting them nip at his skin, see what he looks like when he comes. Maybe he’d call them Sieun’s name at first, like he does by himself in their bathroom when he thinks Sieun is asleep. Maybe they’d keep him around long enough that he’d stop doing that. Long enough that they became someone he wanted, and was allowed to have, and wanted more for it. Maybe he’d stop thinking of Sieun, stop wanting him, learn to sleep beside someone who knows how to give him what he wants without snapping any fragile thing in half.

    In which Sieun is informed of the possibility that Suho may have sex with other people, and it makes him so deeply neurotic that they strike up a casual sexual non-romantic arrangement in which they are both horribly in love with each other and sooooo don't even care about all that.

    Or, shse navigating aftermaths, of Suho, awake, of the Union, buried but never quite dead, of their shared lives, ever-entangled.

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    24 May 2026