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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    40,186
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    4,217
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    41,913
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    11,670
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    549,698

    30 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    Chapters:
    14/?
    Collections:
    17
    Comments:
    21,360
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    45,949
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    16,954
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    1,968,582

    20 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 68

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    Survivor. Victor. Killer.

    Shane Hollander’s life ended the moment he won the Hunger Games. Now, he’s a ghost in a victor’s mansion, a hollow shell haunted by the faces of the dead and a guilt that eats him alive.

    Ilya Rozanov was forged in the blood of his Arena, reborn on his dying breath. He clings to life by a thread, masking his own shattered pieces with brutal charm and a self-destructive fire that lights up the Capitol nights.

    Forced into a public rivalry, their staged hatred ignites a secret, desperate passion in the shadows. But rebellion is in the air, and in a nation that bleeds its children for sport, love is the most dangerous rebellion of all.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    59
    Kudos:
    239
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    68
    Hits:
    4,267

    19 Jun 2026

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    10(ish) days after the events of An Evil Spirit, A Passion, or an Idea, it's time for Ilya Rozanov to leave the cottage.

    16(ish) hours told in 6 chapters.

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    13,980
    Chapters:
    4/6
    Comments:
    299
    Kudos:
    667
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    183
    Hits:
    11,521

    19 Jun 2026

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    Immediately following the events of Episode 6, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov return to the cottage and spend the next number of days talking, fucking, and sharing secrets about their relationship the other person doesn't know.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,487
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    11,519
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    3,457
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    145,043

    16 Jun 2026

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    “I’m late,” Ilya finally says.
    “Oh! Yeah, of course, I’m sorry. It was good to see you, man.”
    Man. It’s patronizing.
    “You too.”
    Shane searches his face for a second, eyebrows creased slightly, face an open book just like before. Ilya tries to push past him, tries to see how fast he can forget that this encounter ever happened, but Shane stops him at the last second.
    “Can I give you my number?” he asks, already digging in his pocket for his phone. “We should catch up.”
    Ilya doesn’t want it. He really doesn’t want it. Shane is being polite. He’s being a good boy. He’s saying exactly the type of things you’re supposed to say when you run into someone you haven’t seen in years.

    Nine years after Ilya decided to end things with Shane, he runs back into him. Shane is working as a hockey commentator, while Ilya is married to Svetlana and living in the US as a retired hockey player. Although he knows he shouldn't, he allows himself to get to know Shane again.

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    Comments:
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    614
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    15,040

    16 Jun 2026

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    From across the rink, Shane watches Ilya get punched in the face.
    He keeps a distance from the mess playing out. He knows better than to go over and make it worse. He would be more worried about it if Ilya wasn’t laughing with blood running down his face as one of his teammates drags him away. He’s yelling at the player that punched him, and Shane is grateful he can’t hear what he’s saying because he knows it’s obscene.
    “Your boy is feral tonight,” Pike says to Shane.
    Shane groans. “He's not my boy.”

    When Shane is in junior high, Ilya's family moves to Canada. Instead of meeting as adults, they grow up together. Shane learns Russian and Ilya spends a majority of his time at the Hollander household. When they start their professional hockey careers, they have to learn how to be opponents instead of teammates, but also how to be apart for the first time in their lives. When Ilya suggests that they sleep together, Shane has to balance their friendship and their casual relationship.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    125
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    20,406

    16 Jun 2026

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    When he releases his grip on Shane’s chin, drags his knuckles along Shane’s jaw, Shane follows the touch, chasing Ilya’s fingers with his mouth.

    Fuck. He is so fucking transparent. So clearly fucking vulnerable. A careless move could break him, and Ilya is not the sort of person who can be trusted with fragile things. People don’t trust him with much at all.

    [Or: five times Shane doesn't use a safeword, and one time Ilya does.]

    Series
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    Words:
    45,915
    Chapters:
    8/9
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    537
    Kudos:
    1,182
    Bookmarks:
    364
    Hits:
    32,819

    08 Jun 2026

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    While in search of a roommate, Ilya comes across an interesting Facebook Marketplace listing from Shane Hollander.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2,102
    Kudos:
    42,110
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    8,603
    Hits:
    287,725

    29 May 2026

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    In October of 2020, Boston Bears captain Ilya Rozanov goes out with Scott Hunter and Eric Bennett to their bar, the Kingfisher, and is immediately obsessed with their newest hire, Shane.

    Or;

    An SMAU where Shane never got to become a professional hockey player, but he's meant to meet Ilya in every universe.

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    1,189
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    134
    Kudos:
    1,029
    Bookmarks:
    233
    Hits:
    20,365

    29 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 34

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    A collection of Zukki (nsfw) sketches. Equal love given to the thruple and the individual relationships.

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    5/?
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    Comments:
    64
    Kudos:
    473
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    34
    Hits:
    13,510

    28 May 2026

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    has your brain ever been so consumed by gay hockey players that you suddenly feel compelled to make nsfw art? yeah me too.

    (a collection of my nsfw hollanov art. very nsfw.)

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    Chapters:
    7/?
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    237
    Kudos:
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    85,655

    28 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 26

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    Shane’s never kissed a man before tonight. He’s never done any of this. Taken a stranger home from a club. Engaged in the meaningless sex that most of the single players seem to traffic regularly in. The talking point the press uses is that he’s dedicated to the sport. His teammates joke that he thinks about hockey more than women. He’s been able to get away with it for so long because he’s good on the ice, and people will overlook eccentricities in the face of excellence.

    The truth is, Shane doesn’t think about women at all.

    The only time sex has ever felt worthwhile and it’s with an escort. The only time he’s found himself wanting and it’s with a man.

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    Chapters:
    2/3
    Comments:
    39
    Kudos:
    108
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    1,749

    20 May 2026

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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

    Series
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    68,348
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    1,799
    Kudos:
    20,559
    Bookmarks:
    5,842
    Hits:
    260,620

    20 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 47

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    “Shane is playing the best season of his career in Boston. I’ve stepped away from hockey to focus on my therapy. We have a mare, a goat, a home, and on paper- everything should be perfect, yes? So why am I not okay?”

    or: A direct continuation of the first part “That’s My Line.”
    non-linear healing progress that moves forward, slips backward, and often feels chaotic and examines the tension between the desire to get better and the fear of falling apart.

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    Chapters:
    11/16
    Comments:
    129
    Kudos:
    191
    Bookmarks:
    47
    Hits:
    5,902

    19 May 2026

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    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

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    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

    Language:
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    47,304
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    6,288
    Kudos:
    20,876
    Bookmarks:
    6,503
    Hits:
    314,447

    17 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is stupid.

    Ilya didn’t know what Shane saw in him, but you can't just fall for a man you barely met. You can't just fall so deep and so quickly.

    Shane looked at him like devotion came naturally, like getting hurt was a price he was willing to pay. Ilya wanted to protect him from being hurt at all costs. But what if he was the one who did it?

    Shane went first in the draft, and then threw it away by choosing Ottawa.
    A bad team. A losing future. No Cups. No real rivalry.
    Ilya didn’t understand the decision. He refused to.

    Or.

    Shane got his second chance. This time, he refused to wait for years to get his Ilya. He had to take him fast, before depression or any other crap got him. But if he touched the timeline wrong—if anything went off-script—what did it cost?

    Series
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    70,822
    Chapters:
    48/48
    Comments:
    5,412
    Kudos:
    6,655
    Bookmarks:
    2,042
    Hits:
    254,222

    17 May 2026

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    Welcome to my conspiracy theory that there is an alternate timeline to the Great Tuna Meltdown of October 2016. What would have happened if Shane *had* stayed the night? This is a look at the evening and morning that could have been.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    951
    Kudos:
    9,450
    Bookmarks:
    2,432
    Hits:
    90,901

    09 May 2026

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    (summary and tags contain SPOILERS for earlier works in the series!)

    Shane and Ilya are champions. They are partners, and they’re in it for life. And people are starting to notice.

    After being traumatically outed two years ago, Shane and Ilya's relationship and their lives have been fundamentally changed, and most days, Shane thinks that's a good thing. But sometimes, the pressure of being out, and the endless online speculation about #hollanov, and rumors running rampant through the NHL, and a new generation of rookies looking up to them, and the knowledge that everyone is relying on Shane Hollander to be perfect at all times—sometimes it's a lot.

    But Shane's dealing with it. Ilya seems happier than he's ever been, and Shane just needs to get his act together to support his husband. He can do that. He needs to, and he will, if he doesn't crack under the pressure first.

    They've got a second Stanley Cup to win, after all.

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    Words:
    121,023
    Chapters:
    16/17
    Comments:
    3,508
    Kudos:
    7,301
    Bookmarks:
    1,564
    Hits:
    244,704

    07 May 2026

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