ancilla89
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- Blue Bloods (TV) (194)
- Boston Blue (TV) (3)
- Unspecified Fandom (2)
- NCIS: Los Angeles (1)
- CSI: NY (TV 2004) (1)
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When Danny tells Greg that he was a POW for 3 weeks in Iraq...I was delighted. Because that's one of my headcanons from my very first Blue Bloods fanfic ever (Drowning, chapter 4, written in late 2018)...and to see it canon warmed this writer's heart.
So now we have Danny wrestling with the fact that now his son knows something he'd hoped Sean would never know.
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"To the Ones That Didn't Make it Back Home" by ancilla89
Fandoms: Blue Bloods (TV), Boston Blue (TV)
25 May 2026
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Title from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRnkeo2y2kY
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- Part 18 of Danny Reagan's Longest War
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A few "scene fixes" for "Chasing Monsters."
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Am I Someone That's Worth Saving? by J_Hill (ancilla89) for Fencingfilly
Fandoms: Blue Bloods (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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Title is from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgmCpebOlIA
THANK YOU to FencingFilly for her beautiful, beautiful work, and for graciously allowing me to write a few stories based on it. I hope you enjoy!
Words in bold are direct quotes from FencingFilly's story.
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- Part 19 of The "Black Sheep" has a Dark Side, Too
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Four Years Learning (After Twenty-Four Years Searching) by J_Hill (ancilla89)
Fandoms: Blue Bloods (TV)
09 Aug 2025
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I have been wanting to write some sort of fix-it fic with missing scenes between Joe and his mother, him slowly getting to know the Reagan family, etc.
Beginning at 10x19 until the end of Blue Bloods.
CHAPTER 6 begins a multi-chapter arc surrounding Joe getting shot in 11x16.
This is an AU fic due to my headcanon that Paula Hill was a manipulative and emotionally abusive mother.
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Danny Reagan's Longest War by ancilla89, J_Hill (ancilla89)
Fandom Blue Bloods (TV), Boston Blue (TV)
25 May 2026
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Danny deals with memories stirred up by the events in Afghanistan in August 2021, and his own PTSD.
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The "Black Sheep" has a Dark Side, Too by ancilla89, J_Hill (ancilla89)
Fandom Blue Bloods (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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Danny and Joe Hill struggle with the approaching season of Christmas.
Fair warning: each man is OUT-OF-CHARACTER here.
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Stories set within Season 4 Episode 13, "Unfinished Business," OR within the context of/alternate universe of my story "Drowning."
All of these stories contain mentions of PTSD or suicidal thoughts.
Please read carefully!- Words:
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Light spoilers for Season 2, Episode 9.
Robby calls Abbot from his sabbatical.
Bookmarked by ancilla89
28 Jun 2026
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After a long shift, Robby finds himself on the hospital rooftop, standing closer to the edge than he ever thought he’d be. Burnt out, exhausted, and drowning under the weight of everything he couldn’t save, he’s ready to let go, until Abbot shows up. What follows is not a miracle, but a conversation. And maybe, just maybe, a reason to stay.
Bookmarked by ancilla89
28 Jun 2026
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It was a hard night. He’s tired. It would be easy to let go, and then everything would be over.
Bookmarked by ancilla89
28 Jun 2026
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Three days into a cross-country motorcycle trip, Dr. Robinavitch discovers that leaving Pittsburgh behind is far easier than escaping the trauma he's spent years carrying. As the silence of the open road forces him to confront everything he's been avoiding, one phone call from Jack Abbott may be the only thing standing between Robby and a decision he can't take back.
Bookmarked by ancilla89
28 Jun 2026
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The missing young Reagan years. :-) One-shots (mostly) of growing up.
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- Part 4 of The More Hugs Universe
Bookmarked by ancilla89
19 May 2026