amberswansong

A redhead with glasses and cat ears



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    Stories set between the canon timeline through Future Tense.

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    Shane Hollander is the most promising pilot the Jaeger Corps has ever turned out. He's strong, disciplined, and loves killing kaiju. Unfortunately, he's had issues finding someone he's truly drift compatible with.

    Ilya Rozanov was the star of the Russian Shatterdome before he was unceremoniously shipped off with an outdated jaeger and no copilot.

    I think we can all see where this is going...

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    19 May 2026

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    On the drive away from Shane's parent's cottage he realizes he wants to marry Ilya and he doesn't want to wait another second. Not even to change shoes.

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    09 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    My absolute favorite Hollanov

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    "When you're masturbating, what feels good?" Andrew asks after a second.

    Jeremy frowns and looks at the ceiling, wracking his brain for an answer. "I-I don't know. My hand? I have this pocket toy."

    "Do you ever finger yourself?"

    Jeremy's face goes pink, but he nods.

    "What do you think about when you do?"

    "U-Uh, I guess I usually think of Jean, now."

    "Do you imagine him touching you any way specific?"

    Jeremy swallows thickly as he nods. His hands are shaking as he hugs his sides. "Yeah."

    "How do you imagine?"

    He shrugs and looks away from Andrew. "I don't know. Like I'm worth something for once in my life."

    Andrew tries not to react too visibly to his choice of words. He relates to them rather heavily.

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    17 Nov 2025

  4. Rec 4

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    It was a pickup game where Neil got caught.

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    19 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The most beautiful faerie shifter AU you could possibly imagine.

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    During Andrew's first year as a professional exy player, after months spent apart, Andrew and Neil reunite to spend the weekend together. It rains. There’s ramen and tender feelings — among other things.

    (There's also a cat.)

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    22 Jun 2025