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    Penelope, sweet Penelope, lay spread across her bed, bathed in the faint golden glow of the hearth. Her skin glimmered in the dim light, flushed and dewy, as though the heavens themselves had cast her in gold.

    She was perfect. A dream. A goddess spun from his most fevered fantasies.

    Except for the fact that there was a man on top of her.

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    Colin’s fists clenched at the man’s shoulders, his gaze never wavering. “Give me one good reason why I ought not to duel him. He is a cad, Penelope. A rogue.”

    Penelope shook her head urgently, hair tumbling about her shoulders, wide-eyed and imploring. “Colin, he is you.”

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Penelope's the altar and Colin and Col (and Pen in spirit) are her most devoted worshippers.

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    "I want all three of you completely naked," Penelope groaned as she made them approach her, and she moved to the divan and sat down slowly and steadily, giving them a show for their delight.

    Without further ado, the three men finally got rid of their miserable trousers, leaving all three of them standing naked in a line in front of Penelope. The sight was magical: her husband looked bigger, stronger, and more imposing; Colin looked softer and large; and finally, Col looked tender and youthful. It was like a painting of the passing of the years on her husband.

    Penelope couldn't resist, and without thinking too much, she opened her legs and began to draw circles on her hot, dripping center, and with her free hand, she massaged her breast, producing small drops of milk. That sight made the mouths of the three men water.

    "I want you to touch yourselves while I do it," she demanded forcefully as she introduced a finger inside herself. The three groaned strongly upon seeing her fuck herself.

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    A free night, Colin and Penelope have some unexpected visitors who turn their plans upside down—but in a teasingly provocative way.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Penelope Featherington leads a quiet life. She goes to work, she takes care of her family and every Friday evening she meets her friends for dinner.

    That is, until, the Colin Bridgerton, famous Hollywood actor, opens the door to her best friend's apartment.

    Colin Bridgerton should be happy with the life he's leading. He's famous. He's newly single. He has everything money can buy. But something's missing.

     

    TW: Referenced alcohol abuse

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    09 Oct 2024

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    There's one part in this fic that caused a visceral reaction, which left me in such state for a while.

    This story is slow, it will eats you up, it takes a lot of understanding and forgiveness and bravery to get to where Polin eventually arrive at.

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    After turning thirty, Penelope decides she's done waiting for the perfect man and wants to be a mother. With the help of an esteemed fertility clinic, she selects a sperm donor and gets pregnant on her own. Scared to deal with the judgement of others, she lies and says that her ex boyfriend who moved away is the father.

    Though she and Colin have drifted in recent months, when he finds out her news, he vows to support her and show up for her and her baby. Her feelings for him muddy the waters, and she does her best to keep him at arms length during such an emotional time.

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    It all started with a brochure. 

    When Philippa struggled to get pregnant with her second, she and Albion looked into every option they could think of. At another painful Featherington family tea, Portia rattled off a list of old wives tales of sex positions they could try, earning groans and gags from all four of her daughters. Penelope glanced at the table, where the brochure lay forgotten, the words “Mayfair Fertility Clinic and Sperm Bank” sprawled in elegant typeface across the front, as though it were a fine dining menu and not an institution where men jerked off into cups.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Who would've thought a cum in a cup would bring so much joy?

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    Viscount Edmund Bridgerton loves his daughter more than his life. But when on her deathbed, his wife reveals Penelope is a result of an adulterous affair between her and her childhood love, Edmund spirals in the endless pit of grief, but his daughter is there to save him.

    The problem is... She is not his blood and that opens another can of worms called carnal desire....

    What happens when an adoptive father falls in love with his daughter?

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    25 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    There were a few points unraveled in the story that are beyond what I anticipated.

    Bookmarking this story as the poetic justice was definitely earned.