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    Shane is drunk, concussed, and hiding in a phone booth when he calls the only number he knows by heart.

    The man who answers is not Hayden Pike.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Shane walked out the Emergency Room doors and braced himself against the cold, pulling his coat tighter around him. He had his hospital bag over his shoulder and a to-go cup from the campus Starbucks clutched in his hand. As he rounded the corner to the abandoned courtyard, the smell of cigarettes eventually let him know he was in the right place.
    Ilya was leaning against the hospital’s exterior, looking handsome as ever with a cigarette hanging between his pink lips. He was more settled than when Shane saw him last, now dressed in his civilian attire: a slouchy black sweater and jeans- Shane wanted to bury his face in the cashmere and just breathe him in, somehow missing him even when he’s standing right in front of Shane’s eyes.
    Shane pressed the to-go cup into Ilya’s hand and crowded him against the brick, “You shouldn’t be smoking.”
    Ilya cracked a crooked smile, “Doctor told me is okay. I have bad day so I can cheat.”
    “Oh yeah? Which doctor was that? I happen to know a few.”
    “Me.”

    Or: The mortifying ordeal of being known by your fellow resident.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “You never forget?”

    “No,” Shane breathes out. “No, I never forget.”

    Except Ilya does.

    He forgets his wedding ring.

    And Shane notices.

    Or: Shane gets stuck inside his own head when Ilya forgets his wedding ring.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    Ilya posts something sweet about Shane, but the comments send Shane into a panic attack. Ilya is there to bring him back.

    Set after The Long Game

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    07 Jan 2026

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    It's New Years' Eve and Shane takes a Vodka-induced spiral through a level of jealousy he didn't know existed.

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    He looked over the rim of his glass, eyes immediately landing on Ilya’s laughing face on the other side of the club near the bar. He had his arm slung over Svetlana’s shoulders, her neck comfortably at the bend of his elbow. Shane’s teeth ground together when Ilya used the crook of his arm to pull Svetlana closer, Ilya's head tipping down to place his ear near her mouth.

    It was Ilya’s turn to lean in to speak in Svetlana’s ear, a grin spreading over Svetlana’s gorgeous face as she listened to his words. 

    Shane could vividly imagine what Ilya’s voice would sound like at this point. It would be raspy and rough, like a rumble. He’d heard him sound like that a thousand times and Shane would never be sick of it. It made his chest tight, his heart hammering to think about the way Ilya’s soft lips would brush along his ear. How his tongue would lick up the shell before nipping at the spot under Shane’s ear that made him moan.

    But he wasn’t doing any of that. He was talking to Svetlana. His friend.

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    07 Jan 2026