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Harry is exhausted.
For years, his life has been a constant race. Always moving, always watching, always waiting for the next threat to appear behind him.
Living like this has turned survival into a habit… and peace into something he barely remembers.
Now Harry stands at the edge of something he has never allowed himself before: the possibility of letting go.
But when your entire life has been built on vigilance and fear, is it even possible to rest?- Language:
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23 Jun 2026
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Buck’s vision was starting to blur at the edges, a dark vignette creeping in like smoke. His hand fumbled for Eddie’s sleeve but didn’t quite make contact. He slumped further down, back pressing against the base of the table, trying to stay quiet. Trying not to make this worse.
His fingers came away from his chest, soaked in red.
No one had seen it yet.
And Buck couldn’t find the air to call out.
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The 118 only meant to attend a gala—but by the end of the night, Buck was shot, and nothing was ever the same again.
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02 Jun 2026
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Post-lawsuit, Buck is tired of the silence and the cold shoulders so he decides to go for a drive after shift one day. An accident fixes everything.
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02 Jun 2026
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“You really showed up here after hooking up with someone? And you didn’t even shower?”
“W-what?”
“You reek of omega, Buck.”
“Eddie, I … no. That’s not … I didn’t hook up with anyone.” [...] “It’s me. You’re smelling me.”
“Nice try, but you’re an alpha, Buck. I know what an omega smells like, and this scent is strong.”
“Not anymore.”
“What does that even mean?”
“I’m not … not an alpha anymore, Eddie.”
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Buck accidentally forms a familial bond with Chris during the tsunami. It changes a lot of things.
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30 May 2026
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"Can I try something?"
"Yeah, sure, g-go ahead, man." Buck cringes, and even that is adorable.
"Close your eyes."
"E-Eddie," Buck croaks helplessly.
"I'm not gonna bite, Buckley. Trust me?"
Buck closes his eyes. Squeezes them shut, really.
Eddie tugs his face into the curve of Buck's shoulder before he can lose the nerve, Buck's pulse fluttering wildly against the tip of Eddie's nose.
Buck is struggling after the events in New Mexico. Eddie decides to move in with him about it.
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30 May 2026