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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    The urge comes at night. When it’s so late, he can’t be sure anything’s real anymore.

    It eats through his stomach and burns holes in his chest.

    Itches in his fingers and crawls up his spine.

    Cuts through his throat and pierces his mind.

     

    There’s nothing but it.

     

    Hands painfully gripping the sheets, body tense as steel-wire, Ryan waits for it to pass.

     

    It never does.

    Or: A new script waiting for his personal approval cuts Ryan a little deeper than he would've liked.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “So you,” Eddie raises an eyebrow, “are going to take this monstrosity home?”

    “No,” says Buck. “This guy—” and he bounces the thing in his arms like it's a baby, its limbs flailing, “is for you.”

    “For—” Eddie blinks. “Buck.”

    “I mean, I hope you'll let me visit him,” Buck says, his smile faltering for a breath, which Eddie only spots because he's already looking, “but I won him for you.” 

    in which there is a frog, and a fair, and an eddie who allows himself to accept what he deserves.

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    23 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 53

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    Louis is an omega who can’t say no. Harry is his teacher who takes advantage of that and makes him a teen mom.

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    09 May 2026

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    “I need you to drive me to the dentist.”

    “Okay, yeah,” Buck agrees. “Put it in the calendar.”

    “No,” Eddie says, clearing his throat. He sucks in a breath through his nose and lets it out through his mouth. “I need you to drive me, and I need you to stay, or I will climb out the restroom window.”

     

    Or, Eddie is scared of the dentist. That's one secret. The other is in his sock drawer.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Eddie spots his mother first, standing near the living room with a glass of wine frozen halfway to her mouth. Her eyes track from Eddie's face to Buck's face to their joined hands, and Eddie watches her go through the five stages of grief in the span of two seconds.

    Her right hand moves automatically, decades of muscle memory taking over as she touches her forehead, then her chest, then her left shoulder, then her right, her lips pressing together as she mutters what Eddie can only assume is a prayer for his immortal soul.

    Across the room, Eddie catches Shannon's eye. She's standing by the fireplace with a drink in her hand and Chris at her side, and she looks like she's having to physically restrain herself from applauding. Her free hand is pressed over her mouth, shoulders shaking with laughter. When she catches Eddie looking she raises her glass in a tiny salute, eyes sparkling with mischief.

    Chris, bless him, has no such restraint. His face splits into a massive grin and he turns to his mother and says, in a voice that is so loud it echoes, "Mom, you didn't tell me Dad's boyfriend was cool."

    Or,
    Eddie needs a fake boyfriend. Maddie's brother is happy to help.

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    03 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 19

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    “You still down for dinner though? I can get us some beers. I mean I was going to make this low sodium cod but Hen’s not coming so maybe I could do a miso glaze or—”

    Eddie doesn’t know what compels him but the words fall out of his mouth before he can catch them. “Can we dance?” He asks, softly, almost like a whisper. He really needs to dance. He feels restless. He’s worried about Hen, he’s worried about his feelings towards Buck, he’s pretty sure Chris made friends with the high school stoner so he’s worried about that, and on top of it all, his car is showing the check engine light so that’s just another thing on his plate. He needs to just put all his attention to dancing.

    “What?”

    “I mean,” he sputters. God, this is embarrassing. He is a fully grown man feeling like he’s on the brink of a panic attack if he doesn’t dance. “No it’s okay, um- miso cod sounds great.”

    Buck cracks a small smile. “You want to dance?”

     
    or
    Eddie teaches Buck samba

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    29 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 12

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    “Are you busy right now?”

    “No.” Eddie could hear the rustling of sheets as Buck sat up, ”What do you need?”

    “You said that sometimes you talk to Bobby.”

    “Yeah?” Eddie could hear footsteps now and the opening of drawers, “I mean I talk out loud and hope that he can hear me if that’s what you mean.”

    “Yeah. Yeah that. I need your help doing that.”

    OR After one drunk and one hospital bed confession, Buck and Eddie finally decide to do something about their unresolved romantic tension.
    Also includes Athena, Hen and Chris being the best and Buck getting hurt because of course he does.

    WRITTEN AS A ONE SHOT BUT SPLIT TO MAKE SEPARATE SCENES CLEARER

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Eddie’s already there, turning to wave, except when he sees Buck, his hand freezes mid-air, mouth falling open so wide it nearly hits the floor.

    Buck suddenly remembers he's wearing nothing but a towel.

    "Fuck," he says.

    Eddie's gaze drops, just for a second, a quick flick down and back up, but Buck catches it, and his face goes hot.

    He should get clothes. He should absolutely get clothes. He should turn around and walk to his bedroom and put on pants instead of not moving, naked and dripping in his living room.

    Eddie's face is turning red. He's still frozen with his hand half-raised, mouth slightly open, and Buck is having a hard time remembering why clothes are important when Eddie is looking at him like that.

    The towel betrays him, slipping with inconsiderate, dramatic timing. Buck lunges for it, misses, and is suddenly very, very naked.

    Or,
    Buck accidentally flashes his apartment’s window cleaner.

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    20 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 70

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    “Do you ever feel… feel like you’re empty?” He pauses, watching for a reaction from Buck, but he doesn’t get one. “Like, all you need, all you want is to be as close to one person as you possibly can? Like that’s the only thing that could fill you. Fix you.”

    It’s too revealing. Any second, Buck is going to laugh in his face or awkwardly scoot back. He’ll take his beautiful hand away and pack a bag and go stay at Maddie’s for the night. Then slowly, so slowly that if Eddie were normal he probably wouldn’t notice it, Buck will start to pull away from him.

    He waits. He waits for his future.

    “Yes. Always.” Is what spills out of Buck’s mouth instead.

    or

    Eddie finally asks for what he wants.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    The kid claps a hand over his mouth. His eyes are huge and sparkling with something that looks like excitement or mischief, probably both.

    "Sorry, sorry," he whispers loudly. Then he leans forward, like he's about to share a secret. "You're a hunk, right?"

    Buck chokes on nothing. "I. What?"

    "A hunk," the kid repeats. "You know, a hunk."

    "I..." Buck has no idea what's happening. "Sure? I guess? I mean, I've been told... I work out sometimes—"

    "Perfect!" The kid is already digging around in his backpack. He pulls out a slightly crumpled rectangle of cardstock and presents it to Buck with great ceremony. "This is for you."

    It's a handmade card written in crayon, blue crayon. The handwriting is careful but wobbly, the letters all different sizes.

    My dad likes boys and is single. He is a HERO and fights fires like Superman. He is a hunk. If intrested, please contact Chris Diaz.

    Or,
    Christopher's fix-it kit for lonely dads.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    “Let me show you. I don’t know— I’ve never— but I want to show you. Please?”

    Buck nods his head, his curls flopping over his forehead.

    “Anything you want,” he murmurs into Eddie’s mouth like a promise. “Anything.”

    - 907 coda. eddie has a panic attack, a sexuality crisis, and the best sex of his life before midnight.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    "Hello?" he says to the clothing rack, and wow, okay, so this is his life now, he's a guy who talks to clothing racks in public, that's who he is, that's what he's doing.

    "Hi," says the clothing rack again.

    Buck peers between the hangers to get a better look—oh. Oh, there's a very small human in there, blinking up at him from inside what appears to be a nest made entirely of women's cardigans.

    So that's good, he's not losing his mind, that's a relief.

    "Um," Buck says. "Hi?"

    The kid has curly hair and big eyes and crutches propped up against the inside of the rack, and he's looking at Buck like Buck is the weird one here, as if Buck is the one who's chosen to make a home inside a department store display instead of living in a house like a normal person.

    Or,
    Buck trips over a clothing rack and into a sexuality crisis.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Buck is about to walk out of the airport. He can’t do this. He won’t. But then a hand—a big, warm hand—settles on his shoulder.

    “Hey, uh—”

    Buck turns, and standing there is the most beautiful man Buck’s seen in his entire life. A week’s worth of stubble across his jaw and cheek, a strong nose, and the deepest, prettiest brown eyes he’s ever seen, framed by mile-long lashes. Buck’s breath catches. Buck’s not into men, but holy shit, if he was—he’d be into this guy.

    Well. He is kinda into this guy. Well. That’s—

    “I’m here with my kid,” the guy continues, throwing a thumb over his shoulder and pointing toward where a blonde-haired, smiling kid with red glasses and crutches is standing. The kid lifts a hand and waves. Okay. Even if Buck is into the guy—kid usually means wife. Damn. “He’s got CP. We’ve done this song and dance a thousand times. You want a hand?”

    “Sir,” the man cuts in, “this is a private discussion—”

    Buck, who really was trying not to cry before, feels like he’s fighting a losing battle now. His eyes are a little wet, and his hands, gripping his crutches, are shaking just a little. “Fuck. Yeah. Please.”

    OR Eddie Diaz vs American Airlines.

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    12 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 16

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    “So, dating app?”

    “Yup,” Eddie replied, leaning down and grabbing his weights again.

    “Right,” Ravi said in a hushed tone as he moved closer to the other man, “you know when I was talking to them, they mentioned they only had one account.”

    “Okay?”

    “His.”

    “What’re you getting at here Ravi?”

    “Eddie…” Ravi looked around one more time to make sure he wouldn’t be overheard, “why do you have your dating app preferences set to men?”

    -OR-

    After Buck ends things with Jade and Zane, Eddie joins a dating app and sees them. When he mentions it to Buck and Ravi, Ravi figures out that Eddie has set his sex preferences to men.

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    12 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 31

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    Eddie kisses Buck during an argument about Buck moving out, but it's not the start of an epic love story. Immediately overcome by Catholic guilt, he has a mental breakdown and is voluntarily hospitalized. He works through the mistake he made, hopes for the future, and faces his past.

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    11 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 54

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    When Eddie wakes up that morning, his first thought is why is it so hard to breathe?

    It takes a few seconds for his mostly-asleep brain to realize that it’s because his nose is pressed against skin. So, Eddie moves his head just enough to unseal his nose from whoever’s chest he’s pressed against and goes back to sleep.

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    Eddie wakes up in Buck’s arms, has a little panic as a treat, then proposes. Exactly in that order.

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    06 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 79

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    “Are these feelings new, Eddie, or are you finally letting yourself process said feelings?” Frank pointedly asks, raising an eyebrow. “You’ve known him for a long time, and from what you’ve told me there is a very special bond between the two of you.”

    Burying his face in his hands, just to give himself a few seconds of respite, Eddie can’t help but let out a small sob. “I’m scared these feelings might have always been there.”


    Eddie spirals as he realizes there's more going on between Buck and him than he'd allowed himself to process.
    Childhood trauma and destructive behavior resurfaces.
    Buckle up, everything will crash and burn.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    Eddie's new apartment is small. The walls are too bright, the furniture too new. He misses his couch. He made up the one bedroom with Chris’s stuff, so Eddie’s own bed is the new couch he mechanically turns into his bed every night. He’s got a bedroom with no walls and in the middle of the night, as he stares up at the stark white ceiling, he considers painting it black so he doesn’t notice if his eyes are open. It feels oddly like staring up at the lid of his coffin.

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    Eddie moves to Texas and pretends he's fine until he can't anymore. Inevitably, Buck follows.

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    16 Dec 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 80

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    It's all fired up, you're all mine. Buck and Eddie's adventures in the omegaverse.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    Before Eddie can think of any more excuses, Buck bursts back through the surface of the water with Eddie’s body in his arms.

    Eddie looks down at himself, still kneeling on the dock, and then at what is unmistakably also him in the water. Buck sucks in a great gasp of air, but the Eddie in the water doesn’t. His head slumps limp onto Buck’s shoulder, and the puzzle pieces of the last few minutes suddenly fall into place.

    Finding himself back on the dock with no memory of how he got there. Buck unable to see or hear him. Eddie’s hand passing right through him.

    Oh. He didn’t make it out of the water. He drowned.

    ***

    After an injury on a call, Eddie finds himself something he never expected to be...

    A ghost.

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    28 Nov 2025

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