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    Yuji’s head hurts from trying to make sense of the whole situation. It’s obvious that Megumi likes that what they’re doing is wrong, but at the same time, having to hide it is precisely what breaks him up inside. It’s a strange contradiction that Yuji can’t quite bring himself to understand.

    He thinks that Megumi must be using the lack of morality in their actions as some sort of justification for something. Like, if what he and Yuji are doing is nothing but them being horrible people and bad boyfriends, then it can never go as deep as true intimacy and love between two individuals—two boys. They’re just two people who are doing bad things.

    Fuck, but there’s still something incredibly intimate about that. To share such a secret, to be the only people in the world who know what they’ve been doing, is something that feels so deeply personal, that it’s almost romantic.

    In which Yuji and Megumi make a series of drunken mistakes.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Both Megumi and Yuji are in their early thirties now, but only one of them looks it.

    "So what if I look young?" Yuji asked, his voice slightly offended. "I'm thirty-three."
    “You don’t look thirty-three,” Megumi muttered, brushing past him like that settled it. “You don’t even look twenty-three. People are going to look at us and think you're a fresh out of high school teenager trying to be cute with his sugar daddy. The fact we're shopping right now doesn't help our case."

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    09 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    Itadori Yuuji doesn't get sick often.

    When he does, he keeps quiet, pushes through it, and waits for it to pass.

    Megumi discovers this isn't because Yuuji is trying to be tough.

    It's because no one ever taught him how to be sick.

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    02 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 92

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    But I'm not gay.
    Yuji, a cheerleader, is sent to a 'rehab camp' after his friends and family suspect he's gay. He doesn't understand why being gay would be so wrong, but he doesn't want to disappoint his family, so he promises to 'get better'.

    The trick is to not get caught.
    Megumi is sent to the same 'rehab camp' after his cousin accidentally outs him to their family. Megumi never wanted to be out to anyone, so now he needs to pretend he's 'getting better' in order for his family to get off his back and not cut him off.

    Yuji and Megumi meet at the camp, and it messes up their plans immediately.

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    29 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    apricity ( noun ) — the warmth of the sun in winter.

     

    A story where fiction gives closure but reality takes it back.

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    27 Jun 2026