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  1. Public Bookmark 97

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    but even when i’m quiet
    i love you baby
    i promise

    or: shane gets overwhelmed and goes nonverbal when they’re supposed to finally spend the weekend together after weeks apart. shane wishes he was normal. ilya takes care of his baby.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    “Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.

    “Hi?” the man says.

    “Hi,” Ilya says—again.

    Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.

    “Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”

    “Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.

    OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander Rozanov is many things: a devoted father, a loving husband, and currently, a pregnant omega stranded in a restaurant with his three-year-old daughter because nobody believes he's married to the owner.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    If someone had asked him this morning, Hayden would have begrudgingly admitted that he wasn’t quite on the Ilya bandwagon, but he was getting close to thinking about climbing aboard. He was getting closer every day, and Shane knew it.

    Which is why it was a shame Hayden was going to have to murder Ilya Rozanov.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    "What about with girls?” Ilya asked.

    Shane shrugged. He didn’t want to think about that now, not here, not when Ilya was conditioning his hair, not while the shower was warm and no one had to rush to find their underwear in a hurry.

    ”I don’t know, just regular.”

    “Regular,” Ilya said, like he was rolling the word around in his mouth, “Hm. Shame that you have to tell all your women I gave you crabs.”

    Shane elbowed him in the ribs, just a light touch, “Fuck off, you don’t have crabs.”

    The MHL has some of their finest in New York City to film promo for the upcoming season. Shane doesn't notice that, in the absence of hockey, Ilya keeps inventing games to keep his attention.

    Featuring a broken condom, too many questions, and probably too much vulnerability for two guys who aren't even supposed to be friends.

    (Canon-compliant, set in the ep. 4 montage)

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “The trespassing alpha does not run fast enough, in the end. Jungkook catches her. The white wolf tells him to bury her just past the tree line in front of their house. It'll be a good warning, he says. It'll tell others that this house has a guard dog.“

    (Or: Yoongi’s pack of omegas adopts a guard dog, and sweet baby alpha Jungkook gets a home he doesn’t think he deserves.)

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    21 May 2026

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    “How many hours did you spend googling ‘best drugs for gay honeymoon’?”
    “Many,” Shane was now hugging him trying to reach the bottle in Ilya's hand. “I also googled possible side effects, if it's safe to take with your meds and if it shows up in doping tests.”
    “And then you bought a tiny bottle from strange man in a filthy bathroom in another country,” Ilya said.
    “Well how else are you supposed to buy-” He whispered the last word: “-drugs?” It was stupidly adorable.
    “You're a bad influence, Shane Hollander,” he held his husband tight so he would stop wrestling and kissed him.

    Or: Five times Shane and Ilya attend parties together (or something close to that). Plus one time they decide to skip one and Rose and Svetlana take over.

    (Fics in the series are standalone stories that share loose connections and references.)

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    01 May 2026

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    26 Apr 2026

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    12 Apr 2026

  10. This has been deleted, sorry!

    02 Apr 2026

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    A glimpse into Shane and Ilya’s life as dads to three kids: Nikolai (Niko), Maxim (Max), and Mila. This will be a series of oneshots exploring different moments in their parenting journey. All fics can be read as a standalone!

    p.s. title is in reference to the song Our House by Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young 🩵

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    28 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 6

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    After years of upholding a white-patriarchal bio-essentialism in its sport, the ISU declares that same-sex pairs may now officially compete at an international level. Days after announcing his retirement, Shane Hollander, a former pair skater that transitioned to singles at a young age after his partner’s career-ending injury, finds none other than his Russian rival knocking at his door demanding that Shane give his all one last time. And Ilya Rozanov, damn him, always gets what he wants.

    Or, the Hollanov pair skater au that no one asked for : )

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Later, he’ll blame it all on a momentary lapse of judgement.

    He’ll blame it on the loneliness maybe—on the fact that, despite never having been physically closer to Shane this consistently in his entire life—that despite regularly getting dinner with Shane’s parents—that despite finally having found what he’d spend his entire life searching for he’s also, somehow, never felt more alone.

    He’ll blame it on Cliff not texting him back since he’d signed with Ottawa. He’ll blame it on Sveta, face pulled into a perpetual frown during every facetime call.

    Or maybe he’ll blame it on Anya—sweet, beautiful Anya—who’d been just a little too cute not to share.

    or: Ilya accidentally rehabilitates his image one puppy tiktok at a time

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    12 Feb 2026

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    "This is Ilya Rozanov," Hayden says. "You might have to hospitalise him if you want to play center anytime soon."

    "Noted," Shane says, sipping his drink to avoid that intense gaze.

    "You are Shane Hollander, yes? I have heard of you."

    "Yeah?" Shane feels himself bristle. His acceptance into a men's league last year as a trans man did get some low-level coverage. He stands straighter, ready for some insult about -

    "Mm, yes. My friend took me to see final of your league last year. You scored big hat-trick to win game." He takes a slow sip of his clear drink. "But backhand is a bit weak."

    "Weak backhand?" Shane scoffs.

    "Yes. Is okay, I will teach you. Maybe let you play center once or twice during season."

    "That's not happening." Shane feels anger running under his skin, but relief as well, that the guy was just chirping his hockey skills. "Thanks for your generous offer, though."

    t4t hollanov tboys play on the same hockey team in uni - out/early transition shane x stealth ilya

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Wyatt Hayes is a goalie, and goalies notice things. Wyatt notices things, and some of those things are bigger than others, like whatever the fuck is going on between Roz and Hollzy.

    OR: Wyatt notices that, despite being out, Shane and Ilya are far from being themselves, even with a team as great as the Centaurs. He strives to fix that :)

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    19 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 89

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    Ilya's knee jerk reaction after the incredulity was to feel offended. I'm not a fucking charity case, he thought, even though he literally was. I can take care of myself, I always have, even though he had no idea how he was going to do so once he turned eighteen. And accepting help was humiliating; the financial aid forms alone might as well have been written in hieroglyphics, which confirmed Ilya's decision that college wasn't for him anyway.

    Ilya was nothing if not self preserving though; he had to be to have made it this far. Plus, living with the Hollanders, even if it was for the last few months of his underage status, meant he could still play hockey a little while longer.

    It was only when, after waving off David's offer of driving him home, but agreeing to freaking live with him, that a realization struck Ilya so suddenly that he actually paused in the middle of walking. He'd have to live with Shane too.

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    or, Ilya is a foster kid about to age out of the system, and is in need of a new home. The Hollanders, who run the renowned Skating Club of Boston, take him in.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    “This is Ilya. Ilya Rez-Ruz…”
    “Rozanov”, The boy said. Shane was surprised by the strange accent and deep voice of a boy his age.
    “Yes. Ilya Rozanov. He is your age, and he comes all the way from Russia. He doesn’t really know a lot of English, so Cooper and I have thought that it would be very helpful for both of you to be together. You can help him with the language, and, believe me, he can teach you a lot from hockey. He’s European; they do things differently there. Yes?”

    or; Shane and Ilya go to the same hockey summer camp every year. How much can their relationship change during those 5 years?

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    24 Dec 2025

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    22 Dec 2025

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    When he was a boy, Ilya used to play with his mother’s Matryoshka doll. He’d unstack the wooden layers. The biggest, then the next, then the next. Always finding something new, until he got to the smallest, most delicate one at the center.

    Ilya has always known Shane isn’t like anyone else. After their summer at the cottage together, Ilya learns that being with Shane is like unstacking nesting dolls. Every layer is a new treasure to discover, and the man at the center has re-shaped his entire world.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Largely unrelated works set in the Heated Rivalry universe. Blend of show and book canon, contains spoilers for both.

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    19 Dec 2025

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