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    Classic DanCae Shenanigans

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Do I laugh or cry lmfao

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    At his most vulnerable, sometimes, when Rozanov is pulling him apart, unwinding the fabric of his being thread by thread, Shane will catch himself thinking I wish he knew what I really am, and then he has to fight not to slap himself.

     

    (In which everything is the same, except Shane is a vampire. He’s not very good at it.)

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “Your space is nice,” Hollander whispers back, leaning in, breath warm against Ilya’s chest. “Smells like mint.”

    Ilya stops breathing.

    Hollander’s eyes are half-lidded, dazed, soft in a way Ilya has never seen. “Ilya,” he murmurs.

    And Ilya nearly chokes. The first name. His actual first name. Whispered like something intimate. Sacred. They’ve never called each other by their first name. Always Hollander. Always Rozanov. Ilya is so stunned he almost doesn’t process the next words, almost can’t translate them despite living in the States for almost four years now.

    or: ilya is spiraling about what his roomate could be doing on a random tuesday night. he's not prepared when the night takes an unexpected turn.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Extremely normal about this.

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    Shane snapped.

    Later, people would describe it differently.

    Some called it terrifying.

    Some heroic.

    Some beautiful.

    Shane himself remembered almost nothing except overwhelming, animal panic.

    His gloves hit the ice.

    Then his helmet.

    Then he collided with Volkov hard enough to rip him bodily off Ilya.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    TW: Disordered Eating, Discussions of Triggers/Thought-Processes

    Shane returns home to find that his husband, father, and closest friends have prepared an intervention for him in regards to his eating disor- habits.

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    01 Jun 2026