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{set after the dumpster fire that was season 4}
Reluctantly and with a heavy heart, Player enlists the help of Carmen's favourite basket case the one and only Graham Calloway. Living in the solitude of Sydney ridden with guilt, Gray doesn’t expect to find an angry teenager dragging him on a desperate mission to rescue Carmen after her Peru caper goes terribly wrong leaving the rest of team red indisposed.
It's now up to Player and Gray to go get her and bring her home all with the hope of stopping VILE once and for all.
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13 Apr 2026
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Rumi's patterns always hurt. And pain becomes familiar, when you feel it for too long.
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01 Feb 2026
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After the idol awards everything has been calm, but one night the honmoon wakes.
Rumi for the first time in a while has her demon parts showing. Late one night she hears Celine’s voice, the one that used to control her, which sends her spiraling.
Mira and Zoey wake to see her having a panic attack.
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23 Jan 2026
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Begging–
She is begging to be taken.
And she is clearly not accustomed to doing this part alone–she has always been cradled within the three part harmony of their souls, held by the gentle touch of their hands–and so, for a moment, Rumi does nothing but twitch and whine, trying to stay still, trying to wait–trying to be good, so good, like she knows she must–
But she is impatient. She is desperate.
And, as the camera rolls, she seems to realize she's allowed to be bad.
Just this once.
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08 Jan 2026
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The aftermath is quiet. When their feet touch back down to the Namsan Tower stage and the bright sunlight cast as they formed new honmoon fades away, night reclaiming Seoul, Rumi doesn't hear the thousands upon thousands of fans surrounding them. She doesn't hear much of anything. She doesn't feel much of anything. It's like her world has narrowed to her hands, and Zoey and Mira's hands clasped in them. But even that feels barely there. She's barely there.
They won. Now they have all the time in the world to pick up the pieces. And for Rumi to learn how to live a life that isn't just waiting to die.
UPDATE: it'll take a bit but we are in fact headed towards Polytrix before this fic ends cuz I NEED IT.
Title based on the beautiful song "Waiting to Die" by Harrison Boe
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13 Dec 2025
