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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    “I—” Satomi started, his voice quiet, almost breaking. “There hasn’t been anyone. Ever. I’ve—I’ve never kissed anyone. I’ve never dated anyone—it’s always been only—”

    He stopped himself, but the damage was done. His face was flushed all the way to his ears, his eyes wide behind his glasses, and Kyouji could see exactly what he’d been about to say.

    It’s always been only you.

    Fuck.

    Twenty years old and never been kissed. Never dated. Because he was hung up on a yakuza more than twice his age who kept him at arm’s length and took him to nice dinners like some kind of twisted courtship that would never, could never go anywhere.

    Kyouji’s restraint—his famous, legendary restraint—was hanging by a thread.

    AU. A much darker chain of events compared to canon. If Kyouji finally gives in to the forbidden sweet fruit.

    A slow-burn psychological dark romance, painful restraint, and the moment when six years of carefully maintained distance finally begins to break.

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    25 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    He hadn’t meant to ask it— and if he had, he wished he hadn’t sounded like he did: petulant and adolescent. He had been holding that question inside of him for the last two, then five, seven, eleven years — a decade’s worth of frustration built up until he could no longer control it. Kyouji was an adult. There never needed to be a reason for why he stopped seeing him. But still, some part of Satomi — young, too young to know better than to ask — still wanted to know the answer.

    Kyouji’s features tightened — an aborted flinch of his mouth — before he relaxed his jaw against his palm. “Satomi-kun...” He began to say. That false smile of his returned as he said, “Would you believe me if I said I got roped into king crab fishing off the coast for four years?"

    Satomi’s mouth twisted. “No.” He spoke around another forkful of salty-sweet food. “Did you?”

    “Maybe.” That grin widened. It didn’t reach his eyes.

    Asshole, Satomi thought. Get lost at sea, then. See if I care.


    Having exploded whatever future he could have had in Tokyo, Satomi finds himself back in Osaka — and through a dazzling set of horrible mistakes, finds himself chasing Kyouji.

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    08 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    After months of going nowhere with Kyouji, an offhand comment about an onsen turns into a weekend trip. Now he has a chance to finally move forward!

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    16 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    “For some reason, aniki has decided to entrust his ashes to a high schooler.”

    The summer of his third year of high school, Satomi is tasked with the unexpected.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    A gem.

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    Satomi crosses universes to save Kyouji, but the darkness keeps finding him every time.

    The only way out is through in this journey of slow-burn horror, ill-fated time slips, meddling acquaintances-turned-dimensional-space-travelers, and love that persists through it all.

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    18 Jan 2026