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    placeholder series as i get stuff organized. fics will be added/removed.

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    thunderbolts fics :D

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    tfatws fics (mostly john, lemar, and olivia <3)

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    lemar hoskins/john walker/olivia walker - my fics centered around the three of them in a relationship
    custer’s grove triad in my heart - my other fics that don’t explicitly say that they’re in a relationship but the triad vibes are there <3
    #custer’s grove trio / #custer’s grove triad- any posts about the three of them (tumblr)

    inspo. posts: the love was there. / love in all its forms.

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    bucky fics ;-;

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    new year, new theme! (see prev years: 2023 / 2024)

    even the smallest cuts can bleed — aka, i’m going to see now much john walker angst i can condense into shorter snippets (usually <1k words for each prompt)

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  1. Rec 12

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    After everything that happened, John got to keep the shield and the title. It didn't take long for him to wish he hadn't, but he marched on anyway because he didn't know what else to do; until the secret he had been protecting since he was sixteen was exposed in the worst way possible.

    Bucky, meanwhile, decided to try his hand at politics; changing the system from the inside for once. He'd been running a pretty okay race until he had accidentally implied that perhaps he wasn't as forthcoming and trustworthy as the platform he'd been campaigning on suggested.

    Now, John needed an alpha to "combat his natural emotionalism as an omega" as well as someone strong enough to keep him in line if he wanted to keep his job and place in the military. Bucky needed an omega to "make him appeal to more traditional values" as well as someone sturdy enough to weather the political minefield if he wanted to win the election and actually be the change he wanted to see.

    Two birds, meet one stone.

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    21 May 2026

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    omega john + john stays captain america + congressman barnes + past jolivia/battleagent
    ch4

    Hold You With My Hands Tied by bleuvelvet

    Being Captain America had always been John's biggest dream, one that he had never expected to attain. When had it turned into such a nightmare? Why was he even trying so hard to keep it? Though, realistically, what else could he do? It was all he'd ever known; soldier was the only job John had ever had.

    Officially, John wasn't even supposed to have been there, still on probation while undergoing review of his actions. Unofficially, the people he'd saved in that truck had been grateful, with some whispering they'd support the return of the title of Captain America back to him, along with the shield.

    He hadn't done it for that, but John would be lying if he said a part of him he wasn't relieved that he'd once again been deemed worthy of the symbol. John had quickly realized what a mistake it was, but he hadn't seen a way out. He was an omega without his alpha, throwing back heat suppressants in a desperate attempt to maintain the status quo, meanwhile he had a wife and new baby on the way at home.

    John loved Daniel, and Olivia, but life without Lemar was like living in a world that had lost its color. He'd tried desperately to pull himself out of whatever funk he was in, but it was like a quagmire, continuously pulling him down, little by little, every day. When Olivia had finally shown him the divorce papers, something like relief had come over John; finally, he would be alone, no longer dragging others down with him in his misery.

    "I don't know," she admitted softly. "I didn't know you then. But I don't think you're the same man that broke my husband's - ex-husband's - arm over a piece of equipment."

    "He told you?" Bucky asked in surprise. John had said he hadn't told anyone about what happened that day in the warehouse.

    "No, but you just confirmed it for me." At his confused frown, she smirked, and Bucky saw why John must have fallen in love with her. "When you're the wife of a four-time combat tour veteran who also did several special ops missions, you learn how to read in between the lines."

    Bucky stared at her. "He did four combat tours?"

    Olivia chuckled, but it wasn't a particularly amused sound. "Two things John has always been good at: getting himself into fights, and finishing them."

    "If I thought they'd let him keep it, I would," said John with a shake of his head. "But they'd just take it right back and force it into my hands again." John thought about leaving it there, letting her think his motives were altruistic, but he owed it to her - he owed it to Sam - to be honest. "And without the shield, I have nothing," he made himself finish. "The serum and that shield are the only reason I'm allowed to stay in the army."

    Understanding softened her features. It wasn't a forgiveness, she didn't owe him that and he didn't expect it, but it was something other than frustration and anger.

    John rolled his eyes. "Spare me the speech, Barnes. You don't give a shit what happens to me." A nasty thought occurred to him. "In fact, wouldn't it be good for you?"

    "What?" Bucky recoiled slightly in shock.

    "Yeah," John continued, finally regaining his footing. "You could be the poor congressman who's sub-par omega cheated on him. Everyone would understand if you filed for divorce, and then you could find a more acceptable omega for yourself, and the government wouldn't have any reason to keep me on board anymore." John could tell he was breathing faster, but he couldn't seem to get himself to calm down. "Then you could finally give it to Sam like you've always wanted. Like Steve always wanted. Like everyone wants," he ended, his voice cracking in the middle of the last sentence.

    Somehow, despite being a beta, Olivia had figured them out and kept their secret, and the three of them had been inseparable since high school. They'd all loved each other in their own ways, and John had been in love with Olivia - and she with him - since their senior year. Lemar had no problems with them marrying, and Olivia hadn't minded the bond between him and his best friend, knowing it for what it was and understanding the necessity of it.

    No one had ever noticed, or if they had, they'd never brought it up to any of the three of them, so they'd lived in this tiny little triumvirate of balance, harmony, and love.

  2. Public Bookmark 66

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    Vanya wakes up in the apocalypse and finds her missing thirteen-year-old brother, Five, peering over her.

    She destroyed the world and now she had to live with the consequences and, apparently, her subconscious' manifestation of her guilt. Because Five couldn't really be here... could he?

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    09 Jun 2026

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    xiv. is something burning?
    tempestaurora

    viktor and five in the apocalypse
    non linear narrative

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    Grian’s first crime was accidentally getting Scar killed.

    His second was befriending him in a place where nothing was permanent.

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    22 Dec 2024

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    Honestly, Truthfully, and Sincerely
    mariuspunmercy

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    Grian’s first crime was accidentally getting Scar killed.

    His second was befriending him in a place where nothing was permanent.

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    COMPLETED! Being reincarnated as Harry Potter's fraternal twin sister really puts a new meaning behind "death is but the next great adventure."
    No relationships prior to year four.

     


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    22 Jan 2026

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    Harry Potter and the Bucket List by Darkpetal16

    Rosie Potter as OC
    letters to fenrir + werewolf sanctuary
    dumbledore as grandpa
    eventual diary tom/rosie

    ch14 - potion lore and lycanthropy
    ch36 - graveyard povs
    ch47 - umbridge dies
    ch61 - bucket list harry meets canon golden trio

    “SHUT UP! YOU KNOW NOTHING YOU STUPID LITTLE—”

    “ Little girl again? ” she shrieked in fury. “Is that all you can think of? Whore or little girl? What happened—”

    She cut herself off, pale with rage as she trembled from the leftover remnants of the torture done to her.

    “It doesn’t matter,” she said as she waved her wand and conjured and launched six glowing blades. Voldemort rapidly created a magical shield that the blades slammed against. She held up her mangled right hand as she coldly laughed. “None of it matters anymore. You’ve ruined it. You’ve RUINED it! ”

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    Bob tries to fix John's shield. Somehow this ends up with the team swapping powers.

    (The obligatory power-swap fic nobody asked for but I'm gonna give anyway)

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    04 Jun 2026

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    The One Where the Thunderbolts* Swap Powers
    spentlizard

    THUNDERBOLTS POWER SWAP !!

    john: ghost powers
    ava: bucky serum
    alexei: john serum
    bob: alexei serum
    yelena: sentry powers
    bucky: nope :P