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    "I know I shouldn't, but I will always want him. There's nothing I can do about it.”

    Saying it out loud made him anxious, upset, and confused, but it was the objective truth. When Jungkook's heat came, his resolve, along with all the walls he built to protect himself, fell to the ground. For three days, he allowed himself to be weak, giving in to the longing he pushed away all year long.

    Because when Jungkook's heat came, there was only one person his body craved for. And that, perhaps, would never cease to be true, no matter how complicated things got between them, and despite it being Jungkook the one to leave afterwards, every single time.

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    Divorce doesn't stop Jungkook and Namjoon from falling on each other's bed every time their heat and rut cycles come.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “I turned the other cheek every fucking time. I still got tossed on my ass the second I went too far over the line, and threatened by the commissioner, and told to kill myself on just about every social media platform because my nightmare that I’d get outed came true. And you, after everything you did, got to come out to a supportive team and fans, get a slap on the wrist, and have your happy fucking ending.”

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    An exploration of Shane Hollander's struggle against racism and homophobia in hockey, and how others come to understand it

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    25 Jun 2026

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    What if Ilya answered the phone call from his brother when Shane was at his house. What if Shane could be there for him and how would it have changed their relationship moving forward?

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    Shane didn’t hear from Ilya again for the rest of the day.  He had just crawled into bed, and was about to slip on his glasses on to read the book from his bedside table when his phone buzzed

    The message he found when he opened their thread was not what he expected

    Lily:  I think you packed wrong shirt by mistake.

    The photo was Ilya’s hands holding Shane’s white t-shirt.  He stared at the picture as heat rose to his cheeks, biting his lower lip as he tried to figure out what he should respond.  Before he could start typing another message appeared.

    Lily: This one is too small for me.

    Shane scowled, his embarrassment quickly turning to annoyance.

    Jane: It is not.  We are the same size.

    Lily: Uh, no.  We are not.  I am bigger than you.

    Jane: Asshole. You are not.

    Lily: You have seen me without shirt.  Do not pretend.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.

    He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.

    Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.

    A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.

    “What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.

    No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.

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    Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.

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    22 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 78

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    After Rozanov failed to provide aftercare in Vegas, resulting in the worst subdrop of his life, Hollander leaves him on read and tries to move on. Four years later, he finds himself traded to Boston after a BDSM-related nerve injury keeps Hollander from dragging his useless team to the playoffs two years in a row. Now, Rozanov and Hollander have to break down their walls to work together as a team, and maybe, just maybe, they can do more than that too.

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    17 Jun 2026