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Jayce hates the snow. Viktor’s body hates it more.
A long day, a bad storm, and a few too many reminders of the past leave them both stretched thin. Jayce spirals, Viktor snaps, and the world keeps getting colder — until all that’s left is getting each other home, warm, and safe again.Soft hands, quiet breakdowns, heated blankets, a very concerned cat, and two men who love each other more than they know how to say.
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- Part 1 of Pain, Again
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"Andrew realized what he was seeing but he couldn’t comprehend it. He didn’t know how to help. There was no enemy to deal with – there was just Neil seizing on the floor and Andrew didn’t know what to do."
______Neil starts having seizures and Andrew tries to help.
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Neil hasn’t had a panic attack in four months.
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or it's the one year anniversary of when shit went down and neil is totally okSeries
- Part 2 of sunrise, abram
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When Neil Josten gets arrested for a fake ID and thrown into the Juvenile Detention System, he knows that he's running on borrowed time before his father's men catch up.
His mother is dead, there's nowhere to run, there's nothing left at all but an Exy court at the Oakland County Detention Center that he has to earn the right to play on through good behavior.
And Neil's never been great at obeying rules.
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An Andriel AU where the boys meet as teens in Juvie.
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.