Thelastofmysanity



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    this whumptober is pretty much just yasha going though it. i love yasha but shes such a cool character to explore in a whumptober setting. also shes the character i know most about. this seres is coimng out 1-2 days late, please forgive me

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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    Where Abby's group doesn't make it to the lodge.

    Abby makes it to Jackson after a close call with the horde, and Ellie is put in charge of showing her the ropes whilst she recovers.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Read up to c4

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    'You are my sunshine, my precious sunshine
    You brighten my day when skies are grey,'

    She butted her sweet little head into Ellie's side, feverish forehead smearing sweat across the faded tshirt.
    "Fuck, you're warm."
    Ellie chewed her lip with growing anxiety, pale hands pressed against the brown chubby cheeks radiating heat. She whined in response, batting her arms away with pathetic weakness.
    "Hey, I know you don't like it..."
    Ellie trembling hand raised a bottle of water to her lips, coaxing her to drink. They had no medicine, no antibiotics. Ellie could only pray that she would pull through this. She had to.

    'You'll never know dear, how much I love you,
    Please don't take my sunshine away...'

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    Ellie has been punishing herself since the day she lost Joel, since she lost herself in Seattle, since she walked away from her family. When Ellie finds herself caring for a young girl in the American wilderness, she must face the hardship that lays in her past to break down her walls that try so desperately to keep another from getting close. She cannot lose someone again.
    But she doesn’t have to this time…

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    07 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Read up to c4

  3. Public Bookmark 74

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    After being caught in a trap by the Rattlers, Ellie is captured and of course she didn't expect the surprise that awaits her at their camp.

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    While Ellie tryies to survive, things will drastically change for her as Abby tries to do better.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Read up to c24

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    If I ever were to lose you
    I'd surely lose myself

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    03 Dec 2024

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    Read up to c11

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    Abby Anderson is an FBI special agent. She has spent years believing in the law, in order, in the kind of justice that can be filed away and called closure.

    Ellie Williams is a girl whose life that same system once destroyed.

    When the past forces its way into Abby’s apartment with a gun in its hand, the two of them are left with one night to face everything that was buried and decide who is really the victim — and who has become part of the machine that breaks people.

    What wins in the end? The system, or humanity?

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    08 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Read would read again. Amazing