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  1. Public Bookmark 92

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    “Pony, Pony,” Darry sits up from the rug and takes his youngest brother by the arms, “Johnny is dead. Dally is dead. But you can’t go too. We’d fall apart without you. We’d be nothing without you. Ever since you and Soda were born, my entire life has been about you two. You’re everything to me and, and-”

    His voice cracks right down the middle, like a splinter of lightning across a darkened sky.

    “Ponyboy, I watched Mom and Dad die, then Johnny and Dally. I can’t watch you die too. I know I’m hard on you, I know sometimes I get mad and I shout and I struggle, but I love you. I’m just so scared.”


    Based on a scene in the musical where Cherry returns Johnny’s clothes to Ponyboy and he just sits with his knees to his chin, clutching the bundle of clothes to his chest and refusing to speak. It was so poignant, such a moment of raw and real grief.

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    25 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    Almost ten years ago, the Curtis family's world falls apart when four year old Ponyboy is taken from the park nearby. Darry and Soda are left reeling when their parents are killed in an accident two weeks before the ninth anniversary of their brother's disappearance. In order for Darry to keep custody of Soda, he has to agree to be a temporary foster care parent. With an overcrowded system, he knows this is the State's way of creating more houses, and Darry knows he'll do whatever he can to keep his brother.

    However, when Peter James, a fourteen year old who demands to be called "Pony", gets put in his care, Darry can't help but think he's getting more than he bargained for. It's impossible for him not to notice the similarities, and Darry and Soda both find themselves putting all the missing pieces together so that they might reunite with their baby brother, and bring him home for good.

     

    aka an AU where Ponyboy finds his way back to his brothers in an unconventional way, proving that he's their baby brother in every universe, and they'll always find a way to take care of him.

    The title of course comes from Phil Collins

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    24 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    There's a particular kind of quiet in the Curtis house — the kind that lives in folded laundry, in candles lit during blackouts, in a fifteen-year-old boy who starves himself so his brothers can eat and never says a word about it.

    Ponyboy has always known how to carry weight without complaining, how to make the dark beautiful, how to let cruel words slide off his back like rain off a tin roof. But there's a difference between surviving and being seen, and nobody's quite figured out where that line falls yet. When Darry finally does — really, truly does — it won't be with fists or fire. It'll be with soup. And a hand on the back of a neck. And the terrifying, tender realization that the softest things in this world are sometimes the strongest.

    (The lot talks. The kitchen listens. And somewhere between the two, a family learns what it actually means to carry each other.)

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    23 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    A Heated Rivalry/Sentinel crossover series.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    He doesn't know his name, he doesn't know who he is, and neither does the werewolf he's on the run with. But he's pretty sure they hunt monsters, because they seem to be really good at it.

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    28 May 2026

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    Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.

    Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.

    In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.

    The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.

    They’re still together. They’re technically fine.

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    28 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has always understood the power of a name.

    On the ice, it’s a threat.
    In headlines, it’s a brand.
    In Boston, it’s a chant.

    But in Moscow, it was once a lullaby.
    And in Shane Hollander’s voice, it becomes something softer. Something dangerous. Something that makes Ilya want more than he was ever meant to have.

    From a golden kitchen in Moscow to the roar of Boston crowds, from hotel rooms and tuna melts to hospital monitors and wedding vows, this is the story of how a boy who learned what silence feels like finds someone who refuses to stop saying his name.

    And maybe—just maybe—that’s what saves him.

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    28 May 2026

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    After a viral photo outs Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov while they're still busy pretending their years-long situationship is mostly just sex, the fallout gets complicated fast. The world reacts badly. Their teams react worse. Ilya's future in North America starts to look alarmingly fragile, and Shane, who has never met a disaster he didn't try to control into submission, throws himself into fixing what can still be fixed.

    Ilya has spent his whole life being wanted for the wrong reasons and discarded for the right ones. Shane has spent his whole life believing that if he is careful enough, good enough, controlled enough, he can keep disaster from reaching the people he loves.

    A practical solution emerges, then a house, then rings.

    Somehow, by the time they say their vows, both of them are certain they are the only one who means them.

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    28 May 2026

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    After the tuna melt meltdown, Shane meets Rose Landry, has several deeply inconvenient revelations, and decides to do the only sensible thing: win Ilya back with sincerity, logistics, and a frankly alarming amount of emotional effort.

    Ilya, meanwhile, mistakes every tender gesture for the kind prelude to an inevitable goodbye.

    Or: Shane is living in a romcom. Ilya is living in a Russian tragedy.

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    28 May 2026

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    In which Gwaine finally realizes that Merlin has never had a day off and hatches a brilliant plan: Step One, get Merlin liquor'd up so he won't protest The Plan; Step Two, fake a kidnapping and a ransom note that will force Arthur and the rest of Camelot's nobles to treat their servants better, and Step Three, return Merlin to Arthur once he's done, with no one the wiser and everyone happier.

    Unfortunately, Gwaine's plans have never once worked out the way he thought they would, and things just sort of fall apart from there.

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    15 May 2026

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    In which Merlin wakes up and chooses violence, and decides not to rethink that choice.

    Or: Merlin realizes that, if he's going to keep Arthur safe and keep his magic a secret, he will have to get a little bit physical. Arthur has to rethink everything in existence when he's suddenly forced to confront the fact that Merlin can fight, and is in fact, bloody dangerous

    Or: The author randomly thought "Murder Twink Merlin" while re-watching the show, and decided it was his mission in life to make that a tag.

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    14 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 13

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    There is a particular kind of exhaustion that settles into the bones when every day looks like the one before it—a dull, leaden weight that strips the gold from the morning.

    To the Greasers, survival was a study in two colors: the ash of the lot and the red of the fray. They lived in the shadows of their own reputations until a quiet kid with a book began to smudge the lines.

    Ponyboy didn’t mean to be a catalyst; he simply existed in a different hue.

    Through him, the world stopped being a charcoal sketch and started to look like something wet and living—a messy wash of color that even the deepest shadows couldn't quite iron out.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
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    10 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 12

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    The Outsiders 2025 Monthly Writing Challenge

    A writing Prompt and One shot for each month of 2025!

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    Comments:
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    1,594

    07 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 80

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    Ponyboy's always been the quiet one—bookish, skittish, and painted in shades of bashful red whenever affection touches him too closely. But to Darry and Sodapop, he's the sun they orbit, the softness they protect in a world far too rough.

    This is a story stitched with warmth, where every brush of fingers through his hair, every shared laugh at the kitchen table, and every sleepy moment on the couch says one thing: you’re ours. And we love you more than life itself.

    And maybe—just maybe—Ponyboy is starting to believe it.

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    Chapters:
    42/?
    Comments:
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    16,381

    07 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 8

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    The balloons are red and gold. The cake is passion fruit. And Ponyboy Curtis, who wasn't supposed to walk again, takes three steps across the living room while no one is looking.

    He meant it as a gift.

    (Some gifts need witnesses to become real. Some witnesses need forgiveness to see.)

    Or: In which Johnny Cade sees everything, says the hard thing, and two older brothers learn that "I'm sorry" starts with showing up at the finish line.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    6
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    91
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    1,215

    05 May 2026

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    Children’s hair sometimes changes color as you grow. When he’s young enough for it not to be unusual, but old enough to know he’ll get in trouble for doing something ‘freakish’ again, Harry's hair goes from his father's dark locks to his mother's bright, most-likely-magical red hair.

    It changes everything about who he identifies with, who he wants to grow up to be, and who he thinks he is. Instead of having James Potter as his idol, Lily turns out to be a much better influence.
    So instead of seeing a scruffy, most-likely-muggleborn boy standing beside him in Madam Malkin's before their first year, Draco only has eyes for the scarlet-haired, green-eyed creature who just walked into his life. Not that Harry will ever notice, given he's trying to simply survive Hogwarts.

    Story Discord: https://discord.gg/8b7zt5PBHp

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    Chapters:
    79/?
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    Comments:
    6,930
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    02 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 20

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    In one story, Bob Sheldon attacked Ponyboy Curtis and Johnny Cade at 2:23 AM on the morning of August 26, 1965. This set off a chain of events leading to the deaths of three teen boys: Bob Sheldon, Johnny Cade, and Dallas Winston. In this story, Ponyboy Curtis, preoccupied with a murder charge, never found the time to loathe his older brother, Darry Curtis Jr., for hitting him fifteen minutes prior to the attack.

    This is not that story.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    64
    Kudos:
    160
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    20
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    3,258

    27 Apr 2026

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    The rumble is over. Johnny is dead, his brothers are worried, and the phone is ringing. But what would Ponyboy do to take it all back?

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    145,967
    Chapters:
    33/33
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    122
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    1,115
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    41,359

    27 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 40

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    Ponyboy Curtis is not doing well after the events of the outsiders. Things are different now and he isn't sure how to handle it--from fights, insomnia, and panic attacks--everyone else seems better. Why can't he just get over it?

    Or, Ponyboy living with PTSD after the events of the book.

    This is part of the Outsider 2025 Big bang on Tumblr!

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    11,099
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    305
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    2,294

    27 Apr 2026

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    Ponyboy Curtis hasn’t been home since he was 16 years old, it isn’t even home anymore for him.

    Home is a small apartment in New York City where his cat, Gatsby, lives with him. It’s walking distance from his favorite coffee shop and the office he works at with Mac Grayson.

    Home is also far away from Tulsa, and he is glad for it.

    But when his past pulls him back without warning, he’s forced to face everything he thought he’d left behind. Everyone he left behind. Even worse, theres a killer on the loose and no one can seem to figure out who it is or who’s next.

    Language:
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    Words:
    125,740
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    177
    Kudos:
    514
    Bookmarks:
    137
    Hits:
    12,084

    26 Apr 2026

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