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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    Usually, things are the other way around. There’s nothing Chuuya loves more than taking Dazai apart, be it with her fingers or her tongue or a choice selection from her array of toys. But Dazai had insisted on trying her hand at fucking Chuuya this time, and Chuuya loved to watch her struggle, so it hadn’t taken much convincing before she’d given in.

    “That’s awful, baby,” Chuuya says, giggling. “You’re really terrible at this, you know that, honey?”

    A shivery little whine tears out of Dazai, her hips stuttering again. The whole thing has been that way so far, honestly-- scared and messy, though Chuuya is far from complaining. She’s having the time of her life, her whole body warm with affection, even as she continues, “I can’t even feel it. Try going harder. You have to actually put a little rhythm in it, too.”

    dazai trying and failing to fuck her girlfriend while chuuya makes fun of her LOL

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    “What do you want me to do about it, Chuuya-kun? Dazai won’t learn to swim if he doesn’t drown first.”

    The way the man had said it, so cold, made Chuuya suspect he had something to do with all of it, but what proof did he have?

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    11 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    He wasn't sure what had triggered it this time.

    Maybe it was the fact that he'd barely had time to sleep this week, or the exhaustion and ache deep in his bones from jumping between mission to mission with little reprieve. Regardless, Chuuya was barely holding himself together these days. All it took was one single glass, one moment caught off guard, for everything to come unraveling at the seams.

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    Chuuya is in denial about his classification. All it took was a loud brunette waltzing in to tear down the carefully crafted walls he formed around himself.

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    09 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    Chuuya is having a moment and Dazai comes to him right at the culmination of said moment. They engage in more than one form of intimacy.

    Told from Chuuya's POV, which is new for me but I tried

    (if you get through Chuuya's lil' mental breakdown at the beginning then you'll get to the shmexy stuff, I promise. And also, I tried to make it all rough and tough but idk, it always goes soft in my head).

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    08 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    "Is that the reason you're avoiding intimacy with me?" Chuuya asked hesitantly as to not risk upsetting him further.

    "Sex hurts." Dazai said at a volume barely above a whisper. It took a minute for Chuuya to process what he said.

    When Dazai's words sunk in, Chuuya swore he felt his heart shatter like a plate being dropped on the ground. Surely Dazai was trying to be funny, right? "Sex...hurts?"

    "Is it not supposed to?"

    The fact that a genius like Dazai didn't know that sex was supposed to feel pleasurable made Chuuya really start to wonder what all he didn't know about his past. What happened to him in the mafia that Chuuya didn't know about?

    "No, it's not supposed to hurt. I mean it can be painful at first sometimes but it's supposed to make your body feel good. Like...when you masturbate."

    "To be honest I don't really...do that." Dazai admitted, no longer sounding like he was about to cry. Instead he sounded like he was embarrassed.

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    06 Jun 2026