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I close my eyes tonight to symphonies of blinding light by Squirrelnuts
Fandoms: Metal Gear (Video Games)
13 Nov 2025
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Set immediately after Shadow Moses, Snake brings Otacon back to his cabin.
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“No, absolutely not!”
Leon is livid, standing in Hunnigan’s office, grinding his teeth together so forcefully he’s surprised he doesn’t chip one of them.
“Leon, would you listen to me for one minute?”
She tries to get through to him but he doesn’t want to hear it, it’s enough that they’ve canceled his vacation again, but to ask this of him– is utterly humiliating.
“I said, I am not doing it!”
He digs around in his pants pocket, grasps the dark blue chip he finds there tightly between his thumb and index finger and bangs it on Hunnigan’s desk, leaving it between them like a beacon to remind her of what she’s demanding.
“You might as well just take it now.”
Six months of sobriety. Weekly AA meetings. A prescription for SSRIs, he isn’t dumping in the trash. He’s really trying to be better, he is, but he knows having to accept this mission, will make all of that be for naught.
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Chris and Leon take up an undercover mission, needing to set up a fake marriage. All seems to be going according to plan, if it weren’t for their own secrets slowly coming to light.
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- Part 1 of Rain Falls Forever
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23 Apr 2026
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I Didn’t Know How To Say by blue_scribbles
Fandoms: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse)
22 Jun 2023
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Leon had already decided a long time ago that he didn't want to die, he just didn't care if he did. He didn't plan far ahead, just tried to get through the moment until he could crawl back to his apartment, or some seedy bar and drink himself into oblivion. At this point, he didn't even care to keep it a secret anymore, Chris and Rebecca had already seen him like this, drunk, depressed and one more bad night away from shoving his gun into his own mouth. And they decided to take the moral high ground and drag him back into hell with them, so what if everyone knew he was a moody piece of shit? He was still an excellent agent and as long as he finished his missions no one would bat an eye to the mess he made of himself.
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30 Mar 2026
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1997. After three years of being considered missing and then pursuing mercenary work, Eli was brought back to the States. Being left with no purpose he struggled with maintaining a peaceful, regular life until an intriguing offer found its way to him. Turned out that it was time to reclaim the lost piece of his childhood.
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Rawdogging this with no thoughts and no attention to facts and grammar. AU purely for slight changes in the timelineBookmarked by Squirrelnuts
22 Feb 2026
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Love cannot grow on the battlefield. It grows instead inside the hearts of men, never spoken of but always present. This is the story of Big Boss and Kazuhira Miller. This is the story of their love.
(Okay so raise your hand if TPP ruined you life, made you cry, and sent you into a spiraling insanity. You're not alone. This fanfiction is essentially a mostly canon compliant (there's some "artistic interpretation") all encompassing story that covers Big Boss's and Kaz's entire lives. This baby will cover from 1974 to 2014 and it will make you cry forever.)
*I don't know when I will finish this but I'm not orphaning it. Hold out hope T-T*
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31 Jan 2026
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Set during TPP era onwards with flashbacks to PW. After waking up from his coma and learning about Cipher's plan with Venom Snake, Big Boss routinely disguises himself and sneaks back to Diamond Dogs in secret to see his former partner and lover Kazhuira Miller and keep a watch over him as the events of MGSV unfold.
On doing this he has to grapple with seeing the changes in Kaz after his torture in Afghanistan, not being able to contact him directly without giving away his secret, and, of course, watching Kaz grow closer and closer to Venom Snake, the man who Kaz thinks he is in love with...
Based on this headcannon: http://cryingoverkaz.tumblr.com/post/139872266922/sad-tpp-bbkaz-headcannon
*** NOW WITH ADDED ARTWORK IN CHAPTER 1 AND 11***
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23 Jan 2026