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Fallout by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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Ilya had only wanted one simple thing tonight—to forget.
Get drunk, laugh with his team, let the noise and the lights and the alcohol blur everything out. Maybe find someone to go home with, someone warm and easy and uncomplicated. Anything that would keep his mind off Shane Hollander… and Shane’s perfect new girlfriend, the untouchable, superstar Rose Landry.That had been the plan.
But somehow—because his luck was apparently that bad, or maybe because the universe had a cruel sense of humor—he’d walked into the exact same nightclub they were in. Out of every place in the city, every bar, every crowded dance floor.
And now here he was, watching the one person he’d been trying so hard not to think about.
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- Part 5 of Fall Apart
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Dangerous Hands by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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Ilya had tried so hard to keep a line between what he felt and what they were doing. He kept telling himself it was just sex, nothing more, because someone like Canada’s Golden Boy would never want anything deeper from him. He wanted it to end. He needed it to end. Even knowing it would hurt like hell, he was sure that—for both his sake and Shane’s—whatever this reckless, confusing thing between them was had to stop.
Then Ilya finds him, bruised and bloodied.
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- Part 4 of Fall Apart
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Clarity by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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For months, Shane Hollander is left with nothing but silence—texts unanswered, questions unacknowledged, and the slow, grinding realization that the person he cared about most might not have felt the same. When he finally faces Ilya again on the ice, the hurt he’s buried turns sharp, bleeding into his game and throwing him off balance. What follows isn’t just about hockey anymore, but the damage left behind by everything that was never said.
*Chapter 1 is Shane's POV and Chapter 2 is Ilya's*
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- Part 3 of Fall Apart
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Would you call in the name of love? by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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It’s game day, and everyone knows it’s one of Ilya’s last with Boston. The trade is done. Ottawa is next.
As if that weren’t enough, it’s the anniversary of his mother’s death. Then a homophobic asshole runs his mouth on the ice—and Ilya completely loses it.
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- Part 2 of Fall Apart
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Fall Apart by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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The night of Shane and Rose’s infamous restaurant breakup is the same night that happens to be the final breaking point for Ilya. For weeks, the memory of that night at the club has replayed on a relentless loop—every look, every word, every implication gnawing at him. No matter how hard he tries, his thoughts keep circling back to Shane Hollander, inescapable and consuming, until the weight of it all becomes unbearable. Grief, jealousy, alcohol, and longing blur together, leaving Ilya exhausted and unraveling. With his judgment clouded and his emotions spiraling out of control, he makes a devastating, irreversible choice. In the early hours of the morning, alone and overwhelmed, Ilya Rozanov drives his car straight off the Boston docks.
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- Part 1 of Fall Apart
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Fall Apart by Sparkleshudson
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Feb 2026
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Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording.
“Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.”
Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating.
His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next.
I have to see him.
Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now.
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OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...
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Bookmarked by Sparkleshudson
17 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
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Bookmarked by Sparkleshudson
17 Jun 2026
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Shane has always known Ilya has hard days due to his depression. And sometimes, on those hard days, the only thing Ilya needs is comfort. Today, however, he needs something completely different.
Or: Ilya is sad. Shane fucks it out of him.
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- Part 1 of sub!ilya
Bookmarked by Sparkleshudson
13 Jun 2026
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“I want to fuck you before my dick stops working.”
“You know that’s a possible side effect, right? We don’t know that’s gonna happen.”
“Mm. If I expect it I will not be disappointed.”
“If it does, we’ll figure something out. And—“
“A broken dick is better than a broken brain.”
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or; ilya takes medication and he can't come like he usually does so they try something new. also emotions and tenderness and love.
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Bookmarked by Sparkleshudson
13 Jun 2026
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Their bathroom was slightly steamy and had the faint aroma of lavender. Ilya took a deep breath and glanced at the tub. It was filled with bubbles, and though Ilya couldn’t see, he was sure there was dissolved lavender Epsom in there as well...
Ilya made a soft noise and let his head fall back to rest on Shane’s chest. “I love you so much, Shanya. Thank you for taking care of me. I know I have not been very, uh, what is word, companionable, today,” he said, swallowing hard. Sometimes, on the days when speaking was hard, he felt guilty that Shane had to be around him, and although he never said those exact words out loud, he knew Shane knew.
Shane’s fingers briefly stopped their soft exploration, then started up again. “Ilya, you could be completely mute, and I’d still want you with me,” Shane said seriously.
“Would you love me if I was a worm?” Ilya asked, only half joking. He felt more than heard Shane laugh.
Bookmarked by Sparkleshudson
11 Jun 2026