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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    Sylvain comes across his rescuer from years and years ago, drudging up strange warm feelings and odd, awful memories that he just does not want to think about. He just wants his brain to shut up for a while, but can he get it to?

    No. No, that would be too easy.

     

    a set of musings about Yurivain, growing friendships, and Sylvain's trauma because I just cannot help myself.

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    02 Jun 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    Dimitri can't shake the memory of what happened between him and Claude. It sits heavy on his shoulders until he finally chooses to confront it.

    Written for Dimiclaude Week 2020, day four, 'healing'.

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    07 Jan 2020

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    The realization of how desperately Felix wants to see Sylvain in this moment, right now, as he's bruising his shoulder against yet another unmovable door, how much he needs to find him breathing, needs to find him here, needs to find him unburied, hammers at the walls of Felix's awareness like it means to break them. He's been ignoring for months now, with wild success, the incoming sucker punch that is the magnitude of Sylvain’s importance to him. If he never had time for it at the Academy, he certainly didn't have time for it at war. Edelgard and her armies were bearing down. He would deal with it later. Tomorrow. Soon.

    It's now.

    (After the taking of Fhirdiad, Felix can't find Sylvain.)

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    25 Dec 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    Felix was both horrified and completely unsurprised at the sight he found in Sylvain’s room.

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    25 Dec 2019

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    Felix makes that noise he usually does when he’s trying to figure out what to say. It comes out either when he’s too tired and confused to pick the words, or when he’s purposefully trying to tiptoe around saying something that makes him look soft. (Sylvain can’t tell which instance this one is.) “You can’t help it. I’d have nightmares, too."

    Sylvain pauses, and his voice goes just quiet enough to barely be heard over the rain. “Was I talking in my sleep?”

    "You often do.”

    He swallows, his stomach turning into a cold stone that anchors him to the ground. “How much did you hear?”

    Felix takes a breath. In, out, stirring Sylvain’s hair. “Enough,” he says, voice hazy, “to know that you needed me.”

    Or: Sylvain has a nightmare.

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    25 Dec 2019