SmallButDeadly



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    "wherever i am, the world comes after me. it offers me its busyness. it does not believe that i do not want it. now i understand why the old poets of china went so far and high into the mountains, then crept into the pale mist." - mary oliver, the old poets of china.

    an accidental not-child is raised hidden in a red light district until a fateful event alters the course of her life and leads to her being sent away to be raised by her father.

    a somewhat accurate look at the redlight districts of japan before the fall of the tokugawa rule, an eventual introduction to myths and legends of japan with a lovely little sprinkle of panic attacks and moral dilemmas. SI-OC.

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    Mai loves her sister, loves her when she’s baring her teeth and standing her ground, loves her when she’s shoved to the dirt, and loves her when she looks up from said dirt with steel flashing in her eyes, cold, intense, defiant until the very end.

    And so Mai is cursed to know that she will love her sister even if her sister doesn’t love her back.


    Or, Mai Zenin’s life, and the things she learns when she’s not supposed to.

    Or, Mai has known for way too long why twins are a bad omen for sorcerers. This is that way too long.

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    There's a man is in front of Mizi that she doesn’t recognize.

    He crouches down, low enough that he has to look up at her on the cot. He has short hair— silver. Even kneeling, he somehow looks larger-than-life. He looks at her kindly, and despite his furrowed brows, even smiles at her.

    He takes a breath, and introduces himself as Till.

    (Till finds Mizi one month after his thirtieth birthday. This is something she will only learn about later.)

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    “And what about your husband Hideyoshi?” Teio asked. “I know you said he was doing accounting work with the local businesses. Is he still in that business, or—”

    Ten sets of chopsticks stopped moving in sequence across the restaurant.

    Nature's smile crumpled. “He died, Teio.”


    More than two decades after the miracle at the Arima Kinen, a coincidence brings Tracen Academy trainer Tokai Teio through the doors of Nice Nature's restaurant. But a coincidence isn't what brings an ordinary woman and her former crush closer than ever before.

    Only pain could do that. Pain, and the urge to keep running, no matter how bad it gets.

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