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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    The United States has implemented laws requiring all fertile omegas to be registered with the new theocratic government and distributed for use as breeders to rich and powerful Alphas.

    Even though he's the only omega in the league, Shane Hollander thought he'd be safe playing one last game in the states before the new laws officially went into effect. After all, he's not even a US citizen.

    He was wrong.

    Think of this as a sort of queer-ified, alternate take on The Handmaid's Tale, but make it omegaverse. Specifically masc-omega-4-masc-omega. It's dark and violent and angsty but the guys do get their HEA eventually, even if they have to go the long way around to get there.

    Big thanks to Kit for suggesting such a fun concept!

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Promise me something solnyshko” she asked with tears beginning to form in her eyes.
    “Anything mama” Ilya would give his mother the world. She just needed to have the courage to ask.
    “Be like me, Ilyusha” Not him… the unsaid words lingered in the air.

    Ilya is an alpha working to undo all of the trauma his father has caused. Shane is an omega hiding behind a Beta designation with years of supressants and work that will all change once he meets Ilya mf Rozanov.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is twenty-three, a student at McGill University's prestigious Physical Therapy program, and a part-time employee at a local, run-of-the-mill coffee shop. After a supposed one-night stand throws him completely off-balance, he finds himself drifting unwittingly towards a man who just might be the literal death of him.

    Ilya Rozanov is twenty-nine, heir to the family "business" in America, and currently staving off attacks from both his scheming brother and an annoyingly persistent FBI agent that seems hellbent on throwing the book at him. He is also quickly becoming obsessed with a boy whose very existence may be jeopardized by his presence alone.

    Too bad Shane is itching to be released from the ties that bind him to his boring life, no matter the cost. Too bad Ilya is selfish enough to cut him loose.

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    26 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 87

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    It would’ve been easier if Ilya had taken his hand outside and allowed for the potent sedative on Shane’s glove to absorb through his skin, out there in the secluded, concrete garden of the estate. The drug would’ve taken him before he realized it, and he would’ve been a lot calmer. But to his own surprise, Shane found that he didn’t mind the brief moment when his dark eyes met Ilya’s panic-filled ones just before Ilya was visibly overtaken by drowsiness and his legs buckled. Maybe it was the moment of peace that had immediately washed over him that negated the fear Shane saw. Maybe it was something else, but now – with the Russian limp in his seat, his body lolling forward until his head rested on Shane’s shoulder as he succumbed to drug-induced slumber – was hardly the time to ponder it.

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    Following the death of Grigori Rozanov, Alexei becomes head of the Russian Mafia. The Hollanders, leaders of the most prominent American mafia, assign their youngest son and prodigy, Shane, to lead their mission in asserting power over the Rozanov family by kidnapping their most forward-facing member: Ilya.

    What happens when Shane enjoys the task beyond fulfilling his family's wishes?

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    26 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 1474

    Mystery Work

    Part of quynn's private collection
    Summary

    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    09 Mar 2026