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The Way You Bend, The Way I Break by itsmarilena
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
14 Jun 2026
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Phainon found himself plagued with both disgust and curiosity after finding out about his best friend’s secret, a BDSM-forward lifestyle. And as any good friend would, Mydei offered to give him a glimpse into what it was like to be not just a submissive, but his submissive.
If Phainon could just be open-minded to new experiences, then Mydei swore he would find it in him to be patient with his ignorant feelings towards it all. But at what point did a test run between friends become the real thing between lovers?
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07 May 2026
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Every Night Brings A Dream (But The Day Relentlessly Keeps Me Awake) by Starsirony
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 May 2026
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Neikos lived his whole life with not a lot of luck by his side.
His body hates him, his life hates him, and he hates himself. It's as simple as that.
Maybe that's why the universe decided to give him a bit of mercy and brought the Chrysos Heirs into his life to help him survive.
He's just confused. Why are they so nice to him? Why do they want to help him? Why do they get sad seeing his face alone?
And why, just why, does the Undying King himself, a man that owns several different libraries, despite being the Demigod of Strife, look so damn hot?
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or; After 522 years passed, Phainon reincarnated into a man called Neikos. He's at the ripe age of 26, working two minimum wage jobs with a six-year-old daughter, trying not to collapse while suffering through chronic pain with unknown origins that ravages through his body.
It's hell for Neikos, with the exception of his daughter, of course. But, maybe his life will get better when the protectors and Demigods of Amphoreus, the Chrysos Heirs themselves, come into his life, greeting him with completely open arms, carrying a past that he slowly discovers for himself through dreams and memories alike.
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04 May 2026
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your touch is my memory (to return to you) by fishbasketcase
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 Mar 2026
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Some people can say Mydeimos, last prince of Castrum Kremnos, has a betting problem.
Mydei, however—in the most politest of terms—is in it to win it.
In not so polite terms, he calls everyone else critical of his betting skills losers. He admits that it’s a bit toxic of him, but that’s to show that he doesn’t take bets lightly at all, and more that he honors each bout with utmost dignity and sheer competitiveness.
So the moment Mydei sees the emblem stamped on the flags of the city-state, he turns to Hyacine and says, "I bet you three balance coins that that's our monster."
Hyacine sputters, even as Little Ica eyeballs the emblem and agrees with a solemn, "Doo doot."
There's a unicorn. And a fertility festival. Mydei's a virgin and that shouldn't matter until it does.
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13 Apr 2026
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Suddenly, a blur of motion rushed at him from the shadows. In the blink of an eye, Phainon grabbed the fist that was headed towards his face, and pulled a knife from his coat to hold it to his attacker’s throat — only to realize that it was Mydeimos, the very man that Aglaea wanted him to protect.
Warm golden eyes stared back at him, and nearly seemed to glow a little as Mydei smiled. “Well. Looks like you know your stuff.”
“Is that how you introduce yourself to people?” Phainon asked as he put the knife away and released his grip on Mydei’s fist.
“Just the ones I’ll be constantly trusting with my life,” Mydei said sarcastically. “So far, you’re the only one that’s had that dubious honor.”
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13 Apr 2026
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After waking from a particularly rough nightmare, Phainon becomes painfully aware of the Heir's instinctual reactions to him – eyes widening in momentary terror, shivering at the lightest, sudden touch. He knows they forgive him, but knowing they're afraid of him sometimes still pierces his heart like an arrow.
And then, Mydei suddenly becomes distant.
He spirals.
A/N: small hiatus
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- Part 4 of Deliverance
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07 Apr 2026