Shadegarden



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    Shane tries to grab at the right words. "She's not - it's not that simple. Shane Hollander is me but it's also like - it's a thing people use to sell something. It's like a cardboard cutout of me."

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Ilya suppressed a smile. “Maybe we fuck without a condom this time?"

    Under him, Shane stilled. “Oh,” he said. “Um. That’s—is that safe?”

    “I got tested,” Ilya rushed to reassure him. “Two weeks ago. I am clean.”

    But Shane’s face didn’t clear. He bit his pink lip. “I didn’t, though.”

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    Or: Ilya came to the cottage with a clear STD test, ready to fuck bare. He failed to consider that Shane 'plays by the rules' Hollander might make Ilya wait until he could get a test of his own before they ditched the condoms. Safety first, and all that.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Alex just stared.

    His brain simply refused to process what it was seeing.

    Because standing in the hallway was Henry.

    Alex wasn’t sure it wasn’t a cruel hallucination created by sleep deprivation. There was no way Henry was really here a year later.

    "Hello, Alex," Henry said softly.

    The familiar accent hit Alex like a punch to the chest.

    "I'm sorry to bother you at this time, but..." Henry swallowed. "Could we talk?"

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    Henry asks Alex to leave when he goes to Kensignton. A year later, he comes out.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Kensington a year later in nyc