Second_starr
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- 9-1-1 (TV) (15)
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"I need you to wake up." His throat burns. "Chris needs you." A pause, with a shaking inhale. "So do I." The words slip out before he can catch them.
Buck closes his eyes, and squeezes Eddie's hand once. The nurse enters a moment later. His time was up. Buck steps back reluctantly.
The medication begins dripping into Eddie's IV. Slow and steady. Buck watches the monitor before he turns his back to leave. He watches the numbers change, and watches Eddie sink further away.
Everything feels distant, Buck looks down one last time while the nurse guides him toward the door. Buck turns back, just once as Eddie lies motionless beneath the hospital lights. As he walks away, his gut tightens, everything screaming at him to turn back, to stay with Eddie. And somewhere far away, beyond the machines and pain and fear.
Eddie wakes up.
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Eddie is critically injured, goes into a coma and dreams that he and Buck are married
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Theo sits happily on the couch eating animal crackers. “Pops says Ravi screams during scary movies.”
Ravi chokes on air. “How-”
Theo gasps. “He says one time you cried.”
Hen immediately loses it. Buck tries not to laugh and fails spectacularly. Ravi points accusingly at him. “You told him!”
“I swear to god I didn’t!” Buck says, raising his hands in defense.
Theo swings his legs cheerfully. “Pops said it was the dinosaur movie.”
Ravi buries his face in his hands while Chim nearly falls off the couch laughing. Buck watches Theo carefully after that. Everything he says, leaving Buck slightly unsettled. Theo acts and is talking like someone is really there. Not imaginary-friend energy or make-believe. He was having real conversations about actual things that have happened. And every time Theo wanders off to talk to “Pops,” he comes back calmer.
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Theo has a new imaginary friend and it’s slowly freaking Buck out.
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- Part 10 of Welcome Home, Theo
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Theo picks at the hem of his shirt. “Eli said it was weird.”
Buck frowns. “What was weird?”
“That I call you Buck.” The words land harder than they should.
Buck crouches down slowly. “Okay.”
Theo stares at the worksheet instead of him. “And Miss Jenny asked if maybe I wanted to call you Dad instead.”
Buck feels like someone shoved a fist straight through his ribcage. “Oh.”
Theo’s tiny shoulders hunch. “I didn’t know the right answer.”
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Theo is trying to figure out what to call Buck.
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- Part 9 of Welcome Home, Theo
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Buck gets a new tattoo, Eddie panics, proposes and fucks him about it. In that order.
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It’s not sudden or shocking. Just there. Something inevitable Eddie kept trying to rename into safer shapes. Best friend. Partner. Family. Anything except the truth sitting underneath all of it. His chest caves inward sharply.
Pepa’s expression changes immediately. “Hey,” she says. Eddie presses the heel of his hand against his mouth hard enough to hurt. His eyes are burning violently. Not now. Not here. Not after spending thirty-three years keeping this contained.
“I tried so hard,” Eddie whispers. Pepa goes still. The words slip out before he can stop them. “I tried so hard to be right.” his voice breaks on the last word.
And it finally destroys him. The exhaustion from spending his entire life trying to earn the right to exist comfortably inside himself. Tears spill before he can stop them. Eddie laughs once immediately afterward, humiliated on instinct.
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Eddie Begins Again
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After becoming kinship placement for Theo following the loss of Connor and Kameron, Buck learns how to navigate parenthood, grief and the lingering wounds of his own childhood. All while Eddie, Christopher and Theo slowly become the family he never realized he already had.
Note: please enjoy!! I’m actively editing some parts of this series. The main stories won’t be changing, just streamlining things for consistency .
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A collection of art I haven't posted on tumblr/twt or full uncut versions.
Rating includes from Teen Up and up to Explicit.
1 chapter = 1 post.
Chapters and tags will be updated.Bookmarked by Second_starr
14 Jun 2026
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“Buck,” Theo starts. “What is this?”
“Um, a piano. My piano.”
That I use to secretly release music online goes unsaid.
Or, Buck is a firefighter, a brother, and responsible for a young child. He's also a musician online, but no one is supposed to know about that. Maybe more than one song is about Eddie, but no one is supposed to know about that, either.
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02 Jun 2026
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Nine Years of Almost (And The Year it Finally Stuck) by Writeninembers
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
28 Jun 2026
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It starts as a mistake. A joke. Something that doesn’t mean anything.
Eddie’s birthday ends.
A midnight kiss.
Buck’s birthday begins.They do it every year.
Over.
And over.
And over.For nine years.
Every year.
The same person.Some years are easy.
Some are messy.
And some… shouldn’t have happened.Bookmarked by Second_starr
01 Jun 2026
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To his left, a cluster of young men, barely old enough to be in here, were living their lives through their phone screens. They preened and posed, muscles straining against designer t-shirts, capturing manufactured moments of joy for an audience that wasn't here. Buck felt a surge of contempt so sharp and sudden it almost made him flinch. He’d been that young once, though his own brand of youthful idiocy had also involved running into burning buildings, not just perfecting a pout for Instagram.
To his right, a group of older men, their faces a roadmap of past disappointments, watched the younger crowd with a hungry, almost predatory nostalgia. They were looking for a night, an hour, a few minutes to feel like the men they used to be. Buck looked away. He was thirty-four, caught in the no-man’s-land between the two, and felt an uncomfortable kinship with both groups that made his skin crawl.
This was a mistake. He should have stayed home.
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A 34-year-old Buck and a 22-year-old Eddie meet at a gay bar and have sex about it. A lot of sex.Series
- Part 1 of Fast & Loose 'Verse
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28 May 2026
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“So,” Eddie said.
Buck glanced over. “So.”
“Beck asked me out.”
The world narrowed.
Buck’s hand froze on the truck. “What?”
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Or, Beckett Walsh, a firefighter from the London Fire Brigade, joins the 118 for a three-week exchange program and looks exactly like Buck.
Everyone sees it.
Everyone except Eddie.
So when Beck asks Eddie out, Eddie says yes, hoping one date might help him understand why every relationship before this has felt almost right.
Unfortunately for Buck, “almost right” looks a lot like him.
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18 May 2026