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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    Hollanov SMAU where Shane and Ilya never get outed and eventually stop hooking up until one day when Ilya finally comes out as bi and starts openly dating Zohran Mamdani. When Shane hears the news, he decides to try and get Ilya back.

    (ao3 version of my twitter smau!)

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    27 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 95

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    Shane tangles their fingers together in the dying evening light. He brushes little kisses along Ilya's thumb absentmindedly as he seemingly focuses on the trees in the backyard. "You're good with them," he finally murmurs. Ilya grunts.

    "The kids. You were good with them today. Like I think they might want your jersey over Hayden's for Christmas." The snort leaves him before he can reign it in, and Shane elbows him. "I'm serious. I… I really liked watching you with them. And the kids from the pool at All-stars last year? It makes you think, you know."

    It takes everything he has not to turn to stone right there on the couch.

    "Shane—" he sighs.

    Shane rolls over to face him full on. "Do you want to have kids?"

    And all Ilya can do is swallow back the confession a decade in the making. Shane does not understand the landmine he has stumbled upon. Does not realize he holds a knife to the stitches keeping Ilya's deepest wound closed.

    But his moment of reckoning has come. Tears fall silently as he tries to think of a way to tell his boyfriend that he had a son, but he was never a father. That if they did ever have a child, there would always be the one that came before.

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    26 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    (9:31pm) Ilya: I’m sorry I’ve been such a burden

    (9:33pm) Ilya: I know I’ve taken away your chance to explore yourself and find someone who’s good enough for you. I think you should take that chance now. If you find a nice boy in Montreal who you like, I promise I won’t stand in the way.

    (9:34pm) Ilya: If you still want me at the end of this, I’ll be waiting

    (9:34pm) Ilya: I’m sorry

    OR - Shane's friends keep telling him he can do better than Ilya. Ilya starts to believe them

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    16 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    For every public image of Ilya - hockey cards, ads, promotion - the white wolf daemon was there. Standing behind Ilya in an action pose with her red eyes reflecting the light of the camera.

    When Shane and Ilya were together, the white wolf was there, showering Aiko with attention while Ilya did incredible things to Shane’s body.

    Shane did not realize how much of Ilya’s bravado was wrapped up in this image until that white wolf was gone.

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    There is no greater crime against humanity than seperating a person from their daemon. When Ilya becomes one of the unlucky victims of such an abomination, Shane learns the lengths he would go for those he loves.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has won a Stanley Cup, captained two teams, and spent a decade being one of the best hockey players alive.

    So naturally, the entire planet disregards that and falls in love with him over twelve second clip of him dancing. So much in fact that he's been given 4 nicknames and someone is already building a Spotify playlist from the songs that remix the original clip.

    Or: Ilya's dance moves and that ass of his are found by stan and k-pop twitter and he accidently breaks the internet.

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    18 Jun 2026