15 Bookmarks by SAM_42
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Dad’s in Minnesota doing God-knows-what, Sammy’s at Stanford, and Dean’s twenty-two when he thinks about killing himself for the first time. In which Dean’s on a hunt in Rapid City, South Dakota, and everything goes to shit. Bobby comes to the rescue. Eventually.
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27 Nov 2025
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The rambling cuts off abruptly, stony silence ringing from the other end of the line, but Jason knows Bruce is listening. Listening and running through several calculations on how someone— and who— could have gotten this number, while simultaneously tracking the call signal.
This is gonna be fucking gold.
Time to sell it.
“Dad,” he sobs, pitching his voice until it breaks, teeth chattering exaggeratedly, “Dad, please, I’m scared, I-“ Jason cuts himself off with a scream and another series of sobs, “Please, I can’t— it’s locked! Please, no, Dad, it’s locked—“
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Jason's need for drama successfully derails his plans for vengeance “Red Hood“ style
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- Part 1 of Dearly Departed
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16 Oct 2025
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Why Does My Skin Start To Burn? by mothhair
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), DCU, DCU (Comics)
29 Sep 2025
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Jason Todd was twelve years old when he was diagnosed.
Dick Grayson has spent the better part of the past ten years cleaning up his brother's mess. He always does it with a smile, held back tears and guilt that was eating him alive.
(I'm bad at summaries. Jason had bipolar. That's it. That's the fic)
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08 Oct 2025
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A Need for the Quiet by pardonmygerman
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010)
30 Jun 2025
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Look, Jason is no idiot, okay? He knows damn well what self-harm is. What it constitutes.
He knows that there are people out there, people who are genuinely suffering, who have only a blade and their thoughts to keep them company. Jason also knows he is not one of those people. Sure, maybe he thinks about slipping his dagger a little past his holster and across his leg, but he never does it. If he doesn’t follow through with his thoughts, then they don't count. If he doesn’t actually take the lighter he keeps next to his Bath and Body Works candles and holds it to the plush skin of his forearm, then he isn’t self harming. He is not a self-harmer.
//Or Jason is having an issue staying clean and people are beginning to notice
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05 Oct 2025
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Things Worse Than Death by Kennedy1226
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)
09 Oct 2023
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When part of the brain gets chopped off, the rest adapts to fill its old function. When the brain experiences trauma, sometimes it’ll block out the memory to save itself the pain. When the brain is constantly flooded with compounding terror at the slightest hint of an emotion, well, who needs emotions anyway?
Not Jason. Not anymore.
Set after Gotham War | Batman #138
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01 Oct 2025
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You're On Your Own Kid ( You Always Have Been. ) by httphimbo
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
01 Jan 2025
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And even though it is pointless, even though Neil has been running a one way track ever since he woke up in Millport, Neil chooses them twice.
He chooses Andrew twice.Or:
Nathaniel Wesninski dies in a basement in Baltimore. Neil Josten wakes up on the bleachers in Millport.( TFC COMPLETED )
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- Part 1 of both arms cradle you now
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24 Jul 2025
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"I know what a breakup looks like," Daniel says. "The better question is, why are you coming to me about it? I'm the one who broke up your little sham."
"This is what humans do, don't they?" Armand asks, letting his voice drop. "Crashing on their friends' couches when there's a blip in their romances?"
"Except we're not friends. We're actually very much not friends." Daniel shrugs, as if it's all the same to him. "And I can't imagine the great vampire Armand deigning himself to sleep on my fucked-up sofa. That thing's been here since the nineties."
"Well," Armand only says. "I saw you have a guest bedroom."
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28 Aug 2024
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Will is bad at taking care of himself. Hannibal helps.
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22 Nov 2023
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“Do you take your cues from dead men?”
The immediate aftermath of Aaron's accusation at the cabin in "The King's Men."
Only Neil fights back and Andrew finds out...
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08 Nov 2023
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"It's Kate, she, Andrew, there's so much blood," his twin replied, panic forcing each word out of his mouth before it could be properly formed.
"I will be there in ten," Andrew said.
Katelyn gets raped. Aaron finds her and calls Andrew. The aftermath is rocky.
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08 Nov 2023
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I Want To Go. by chvotic
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)
10 Aug 2018
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Silence fell over them, Peter's fingers digging into his thighs as he blearily stared out the window. How could he convince Tony that there was nothing wrong when he was feeling like this? How could he act okay around everyone when every thought he had resulted in wanting to end his life?
Why did people have to notice he was struggling?
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- Part 2 of Irondad/Peter Parker Whump Fics
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09 Feb 2023
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30 Mar 2022
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A post-canon Hannigram fix-it fic.
Fan videos here and here
Animations here
Fanart masterpost here
Podfics here, here and here
Fan playlist here
Translations in Deutsch | 中文 | Ελληνικά | Magyar | ไทย | Русский | Polski | Cymraeg | Español | УкраїнськаSeries
- Part 1 of Love Crime Series
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24 Mar 2022
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To Offer a Heart by WhiteCrane
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
31 Jul 2020
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"May I sleep?"
Wen Qing's hand halts from caressing his hair. She gives the man a nod, "Of course you can. You need sleep anyways, Wuxian. You've not rested enough." She feels relieved that Wei Wuxian is finally going to sleep after many sleepless nights but then Wei Wuxian shakes his head. "Qing-jie, I want to sleep forever."
Wen Qing knew there's something wrong with Wei Wuxian way before he made his wishes known, but nothing could've prepared her, not her medical skills, not her steady mind, nor her firm heart, when she saw Wei Wuxian dead on the ground.
[Vietnamese, Spanish, and Russian translations now available.]
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- Part 2 of Forgetting Envies
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12 Sep 2021
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The Characters of MDZS Watching the Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation by emma_screams
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
31 Oct 2024
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What happens when a suspicious letter was sent to all the clans, inviting them to an appointed location to learn about the truth of thirteen years ago and now? Will the Yiling Patriarch finally get the justice he seeks? Will Hanguang-Jun lose some of his regret? Will Jiang Cheng find the peace he desperately needs? And will the other Sect Leaders finally
realize what a piece of shit they areget the faceslapping they deserve?But most importantly, will Wei Wuxian allow a drunk Lan Zhan to be viewed by the public?
Find out in the epic series of the characters watching the Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation!
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06 Dec 2020