Roeverdatter00



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    If Yuna had been a different kind of person: one with a different mother, perhaps, with different scars, then maybe she would have embraced her gift. Cultivated it, shared it.

    Instead she pretended it didn’t exist. Except for the times when she couldn’t avoid it.


    Mich put it down to the grass Yuna had smoked at the Halloween party the following night.

    Grass didn’t do this.

    Déjà vu wasn’t quite right. She’d had that before. No, this was knowing that what she’d seen was going to happen. In the future. Sera vu, or something like that. Preemptive.

    She did not call it Seeing. Not even to herself.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,762
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    300
    Kudos:
    1,833
    Bookmarks:
    299
    Hits:
    8,144

    14 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.

    No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.

    When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?


    “I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”

    “A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.

    “It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.

    “And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    47,947
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Collections:
    14
    Comments:
    4,152
    Kudos:
    12,581
    Bookmarks:
    5,084
    Hits:
    225,568

    13 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “It’s okay. I don’t need anything.” 

    “I am not going to eat in front of you while you have nothing, Hollander,” Ilya scoffs. He plucks a can of cold ginger ale from the top shelf as casually as he can manage and slides it over the island, interrupting Hollander’s fidgeting thumbs. “You must be hungry, yes? It’s been hours since you left hotel. I can make something. Easy.” 

    “Make… what?” he asks warily.  

    Ilya rolls his eyes and tosses a look over his shoulder. “Do not worry. I will find something that works for your special hockey diet,” he teases. He reaches back into the fridge. “Tuna melt okay?” 

    “No,” Hollander says primly. “And it’s a disease. Not a diet.” 

    He pulls his hands out of the cold and turns, blinks. “What?” 

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,130
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    193
    Kudos:
    3,677
    Bookmarks:
    673
    Hits:
    17,272

    12 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    At first, he thinks he’s hallucinating Rozanov. The lethal half-cut of his gaze, the open collar of his shirt, the span of his hands moving up someone else’s waist. Shane’s always been a glutton for punishment.

    But he blinks, or the lights keep blinking for him, won't fucking quit, and Rozanov is still there. Looking. An anchor. Shane stares back, can’t make himself stop.

    The glass he’s holding slips out of his hand and shatters as he jolts forward. He's drowning in this sea of people but he thinks, maybe, Ilya is the only one that manages to hear.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,963
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    75
    Kudos:
    2,019
    Bookmarks:
    276
    Hits:
    11,454

    12 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 75

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander wakes up in the hospital with some gaps in his memory. They're not Ilya Rozanov shaped. In fact, Ilya Rozanov is the only thing he does remember.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,084
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    36
    Kudos:
    659
    Bookmarks:
    75
    Hits:
    3,341

    12 Jun 2026