RetroPastiche



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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    In hindsight, Shane should have known that it could not last, that he should not trust the apparent ease with which they found a rhythm, a set of hard boundaries they silently drew and tacitly agreed not to push against. He should have foreseen the unsustainability of building walls over growing feelings. Shane should have known, but he didn't.

    Or, an extended study of Shane's marvelous journey of self-discovery as he fucks his way into a committed relationship.

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    29 May 2026

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    [Post TLG - Ilya and Shane both play for the Ottawa Centaurs]

    This time it's Ilya down on the ice.
    Shane's world shrinks down to his unconscious husband; nothing else matters.

    Shane must support Ilya through recovery and deal with the consequences of leaving the match without permission. They must both deal with some restrictions on sex as Ilya recovers, but they take every opportunity to find possible outlets as he improves.

    The extended recovery period impacts Ilya's mental health, and he has to face his own worth without hockey.

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    28 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 76

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    Hayden ran up, grabbed his hand and said in his dad-of-a-kid-having-a-meltdown voice “Hey, hey, it’s going to be okay Shane. They’re going to take good care of you. That appendix is going to come right out and you’ll be back in no time.”

    Shane’s teary eyes widened and then narrowed.

    “What?” he gasped out between shallow breaths.

    “Fuckin' hell, I told him not to say that.” the doctor muttered.

    “What do you mean? It’s not his appendix? What’s going on?”

    “Hollander is in labor and the baby is coming very soon, so Pike please let the EMT’s load him up. He’s going to Montreal General. We called his parents and they’re on their way.”

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    Shane Hollander had been under a lot of stress lately, coming out to his team, supporting his secret boyfriend, ect. So something may have slipped through the cracks and was now going to make itself known right here on the ice of this Ottawa vs. Montreal game.

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    25 May 2026

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    “I know you said you couldn’t do this week,” a woman was yelling from outside, “but I have to take an extra shift, and Magda is away. Ilya! Are you th-” She paused upon finally stepping inside, a colourful backpack hanging over her shoulder and a bag in her hand. “Oh.”

    Shane could hear Rozanov scrambling behind him, probably wiping his stomach off and pulling his clothes out of their rumpled sex state, before he stepped into view of the door.

    The small child who had been staring at Shane with her gigantic blue eyes turned at the movement, and her face split into a wide grin. “Papa!”

    Picking up right after the tuna melt scene Shane is confronted with Ilya Rozanov's secret child, a move that everyone except for the child is embarrassed and awkward about.

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    25 May 2026

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    21 May 2026