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    “I do not want to make you uncomfortable. With how I talk about us. To others. Like . . . reporters. Or how I treat you in front of others, like the guys on the team.”

    Something like understanding settled on Shane’s face now, and it immediately made Ilya’s heart stop racing. “You think I don’t like PDA.”

    “First time I held your hand in public I thought you were going to have a panic attack,” Ilya admitted.

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through five times Ilya initiated PDA (and one time Shane did).

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    04 Jun 2026

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    In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

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    15 May 2026

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    If you're looking for the fic that starts with talking about how Ilya is used to being alone, it's this one

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    They'll think, I'd take a bite. They'll think, Give me ten minutes with him.

    Ilya's jaw is clenched when he finally replies.

    Lily: You are not really wearing this, Hollander

    Jane: I am. My stylist thinks it's good for my public image. I thought I looked okay

    Lily: You look more than okay.

    or: Shane looks too good for the NHL Awards. Maybe he needs to be reminded that there is only one person he's going home with, and who can take him apart like this.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Once upon a really bad day, Ilya Rozanov decides to follow a set of steps to make himself feel better:

    1. Hold something cold
    2. Put on shoes and walk to the end of the street
    3. Put on one song that makes you feel something
    4. Write the three worst thoughts in your head and read them out loud
    5. Call someone and say “I need you to talk to me for five minutes”

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    24 Apr 2026