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lonely i came, and i depart alone by nightrose
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 May 2026
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Ilya has heard people say that suicide is a selfish act. He's heard people say it about his mother, and it used to make him furious. He’d punched Alexei for it, once, broken his nose when he said, why are you still moping over that selfish bitch, she left us without a thought, even though he knew it was his brother’s grief speaking and not his heart.
That word, selfish, made him so furious, maybe, because some small part of him believed it. Some part of himself, a part of him that he was too ashamed of to acknowledge, let alone to name, believed that his mother should have been braver. Should have been stronger. Should have fought harder to stay with him, to keep taking care of him. Would have, if she’d loved Ilya as much as she claimed to.
He knows now, now that he has Shane, that it isn’t true. He knows it is possible to love someone entirely, completely, with the purest and truest love, and for life to still be unbearable.
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Another look at Ilya's depression in The Long Game.
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- Part 1 of a strange door
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19 Jun 2026
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all that i lacked so long and loved so well by nightrose
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jun 2026
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Because it's good news, right? That no one has told him that Ilya is— There probably would have been headlines. Or a press release. A photo of him in his jersey, smiling, two dates only twenty-eight years apart, a few lines about his career, and no listed survivors. Supportive tweets from a bunch of people in the league. Shane's team would put out a press release about the foundation and probably get a flood of donations. There would be something, if he were—
But there's nothing. There's just this void. Nothing, nothing, no sign of him. It's like Ilya has disappeared off the face of the earth.
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Shane's point of view on the events of lonely i came, and i depart alone
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- Part 2 of a strange door
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19 Jun 2026
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can't fake that for a moment by dreamtiwasanarchitect
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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“Ilya,” Hollander breathes, which—Ilya isn’t sure Hollander has ever called him by his first name. Surely he has sometime in seven years of acquaintance? But the sound of it is novel, unfamiliar.
And far from unpleasant.
Then Hollander says, “Baby,” and Ilya knows for certain that he’s never called Ilya that, because it takes the air right out of Ilya’s lungs and makes his guts twist and fuck, he would have remembered if Hollander had ever called him that. Especially in that reverent tone.
It’s nice.
Ilya doesn't remember being married to Shane Hollander. Probably, he should tell someone.
He decides not to.
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16 Jun 2026
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Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
*5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.- Language:
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04 Jun 2026
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Madonna/Whore-llander by impliedhockey (mattilamb)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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To most of the world, Shane Hollander is the wholesome captain of the Montreal Metros. In the midst of the MLH's latest scandals, he's considered a role model.
With Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander is anything but wholesome.
And he likes it.
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31 May 2026
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Ilya realises that Shane doesn’t just respond to his needs during sex. He's taking orders – and getting off on it. They both are.
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15 May 2026
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searching for something that I can't reach by DisillusionedDanny
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 May 2026
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Shane Hollander has a problem.
Now that he and Ilya are out and married, he's noticed more and more the difference in reactions. For him, it's always the same, "why Ilya?" "were there no nice guys in Montreal?" "Did it have to be Ilya Rozanov?".
With Ilya's family and friends it's different. It's always "it just makes sense."
It makes Shane wonder, why can't his friends and family see what he sees in Ilya? Especially when others see it just as well as he does.
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- Part 1 of Dis Writes Heated Rivalry
- Part 1 of HR: Shane adores Ilya for who he is and wants the world to see
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09 May 2026
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Shane misses Ilya after he visits him in the hospital. He can't help but accidentally gush about his boyfriend to his mom.
Aka : Shane drops the Ilya bomb to his mom while high on pain killers.
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30 Apr 2026
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thank you, mrs. yuna by internetsfavoritedaughter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Apr 2026
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One fateful day in 2017, Shane takes a hit on the ice during a Metros v. Raiders game that lands him in the hospital. But what if Ilya never got the chance to visit him the day after the surgery? What if Yuna decided to message "Lily" first?
AU where Yuna updates "Lily" while Shane is in the hospital in episode 5.
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29 Apr 2026
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I'm Just Happy You Still Call by Distractivate for poppyseedheart
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Yuna Hollander knows that it is normal for children to distance themselves from their parents as they approach adulthood. She expected it when Shane was a teenager, when he moved to Kingston for juniors, even later, when he moved to Montreal. When they stayed close, when he seemed happy to see them at his games, to have her managing his career, when he seemed not only to love them, but to still like having them around… When he invited her for dinner with his boyfriend and the four of them laughed until the summer sun dropped below the lake, she thought maybe this was one challenge of parenthood she would be spared. Which makes the day it finally happens all the harder to bear.
Or, Yuna Hollander and the joy and anguish of growing up.
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29 Apr 2026
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Yuna was a great mom, and a fantastic manager. And now she finally has the opportunity to launch Hollanov into a new realm of fame one campaign at a time. This is the Calvin Klein "Show your Pride" campaign.
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18 Apr 2026
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Hayden Pike wins best gay ally (against nobody) by ten_steps_away
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Apr 2026
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Hayden didn't know exactly how to support your gay best friend who is married to his long time ex-rival, but he thinks he's doing a pretty damn good job at figuring it out. But he can never be too much of an ally, and if it takes finding out his best friends sexual preferences to support him, then Hayden is prepared to make that sacrifice
ft. Hayden getting involved in hollanov top/bottom twitter discourse, vaguely helpful online articles and lots and lots of incorrect opinions (that may need correcting)
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11 Apr 2026
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When Shane trudges through the door of his apartment, late from practice, hair still wet from the showers, shedding his bag off with a huff, and dropping to his knees in front of Ilya with a muttered, “please be, like, so fucking mean to me,” Ilya is given pause.
Or: Shane can be as frustrated as he wants, but he's just too good to brat.
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- Part 3 of Today I Fell, and Felt Better
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11 Apr 2026
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Yuna has everybody’s security cameras on a family plan. She never really checks them; they’re just there for insurance.
Until she sees Ilya Rozanov at Shane’s front door.- Language:
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02 Apr 2026
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Bottom of a Plate by Abigworm (Alittleworm)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Apr 2026
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Shane has very good reasons that he cannot eat the Dinner in front of him...and for once it is not because of his meal plan.
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Shane Hollander comes out as a bottom to his parents.
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01 Apr 2026
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five hole by guarddog (theslymoon)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Mar 2026
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The scene that greets him in Shane’s living room is at first much tamer than expected, and then wildly horrifying.
Tails, standing in front of the bookshelf, is cradling a decorative wooden box in one arm. In his other hand, there’s a bottle of something.
It’s a grey squeeze tube with boxy white lettering. There’s something familiar about it. It takes Hayden a second to place, and then he blurts, “Fuck.”
Because it’s lube.
Or: Shane's teammates find his lube. It doesn't go the way Hayden expects.
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- Part 2 of odd man rush
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31 Mar 2026
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Hayden finds out three things in this order:
1. Lily is Shane's secret boyfriend
2. Lily is kind of a great guy who really loves Shane
3. Lily is...Ilya Rozanov?!OR, clueless Hayden Pike x 100
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24 Mar 2026
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Griffintown Girlies group chat by marreena
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Jun 2026
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The group chat of Shane Hollander's tenants.
(Four girls bound by a shared roof, a lack of any sports knowledge, an NDA, and a smoking hot Handyman(?))
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20 Mar 2026
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Quitting Ilya Rozanov by misskathee
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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The Centaurs make a bet about which of the first husbands of hockey would crack first during a week's challenge of no PDA.
Spoiler alert: no one expects it to be Shane Hollander.
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15 Mar 2026
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you were always hard to hold by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Mar 2026
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Hayden is on a one-man mission to decode Shane's mysterious and elusive romantic life. And by god, he's going to do it. And by god, he's going to make it Jackie's problem.
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- Part 2 of restgently's hollanov
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15 Mar 2026