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While jerking off and thinking of each other, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov switch bodies. With a week before they meet for their first game of their second professional season, they've got no choice but to live each others' lives until then. But will seeing each other in person reverse whatever switched them?
Ilya plans to enjoy the admiration, while Shane is about to learn what it's like to be respected, but not loved. They both also find they're enjoying their predicament more than they should - and they've switched more than just appearances. Tastes and language skills remain, as do echoes of other memories.
Shane's about to learn there's more to the dickish Russian than an attitude and talent, and Ilya's about to learn that being the golden boy isn't all it's cracked up to be.
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MAIN STORY: 1-13 (complete)
MINI ARC (Birthday Suit): 14-17 (complete)
MINI ARC (Cottage Country): 18-20 (in progress)
More stories in the continuity potentially to be added!Series
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19 Feb 2026
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Such a Great Son and Wonderful Friend by isthatacatsherlock
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jan 2026
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“You’re her favorite son now,” joked Shane while Yuna held Ilya closer, and he rested his head on her shoulder, just this once letting her be his mom. He could believe it would be okay now, just for this hug. “I was just telling him that you’re going to get him a stocking for Christmas even if we break up.”
“Oh, of course. You’re stuck with me, Ilya.” He pulled away and she kissed his forehead, making him blush. “It’s going to be okay. Ready to do this?”
He shook his head. “Shane didn’t give me a choice.”
“And I’m not either. Let’s go.”
CW- Suicidal ideation, methods graphically discussed. I put explicit because of the nature of suicide discussion and because most of my fics are explicit, but there is no sex in here.
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16 Feb 2026
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Maybe Today (We Can Put The Past Away) by maelstromandmojo
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
04 Aug 2025
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Steve has created a carefully constructed facade of okay-ness for the kids in the aftermath of Vecna. They're all adjusting so well, and he'll be damned if he lets them see him struggling. But its getting harder and harder as he's barely sleeping and the nightmares are leaking into reality and ravaging his body. Eddie though, Eddie has known with those stupid knowing eyes of his and he's done letting Steve bullshit him.
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19 Nov 2025
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In the Business of Losing Your Interest by FancifulFalters
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Red Robin (Comics)
03 Dec 2024
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"In flashes of sound and colour he recalled being small, being cradled by his mother after falling into a family friend’s pool. She cooed over him in a way so very unlike her usual distance. Whispered soft words usually reserved for clients and galas. And for years to come, when Tim would catch himself wandering an empty house, letting his mind ask dangerous questions, he’d remember that light touch: the press of soft lips against his wet hairline, the unusual disregard his mother had for her soaked dress, the soft fingers running along his cheeks. He’d comfort himself with the idea that, if he were to hurt himself, if they happened to be home, if the stars were to align again in such a splendid way if if if.
Maybe she’d hold him again."
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Tim resorts to increasingly dangerous strategies to get his family to hug him.
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29 Jun 2025
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Bruce didn't order an autopsy for Jason when he died. Jason didn't know that.
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31 Mar 2024
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I Can't Stop Now... by Measypeasy
Fandoms: The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild/Tears of the Kingdom
11 Dec 2025
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Tasked once again with saving Hyrule, Link embarks on his second journey across the kingdom, though this time things are much more difficult. With his mental health rapidly declining since losing Zelda, he can barely find the strength to keep pushing himself forward. His inner demons became more and more loud with each step he took. But he can't stop until everyone is saved.
Though he has one tall red reason to keep pushing forward.
**This work includes recuring themes of implied self-harm, self-harm, anxiety, depression, and violence. If any of these themes make you uncomfortable, this fanfiction is not for you.**
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16 Feb 2024
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Mumbo didn’t full and truly panic until the moment that Grian passed out.
Concerned when he arrived to see his friend so clearly in pain? Sure. Upset to find out Grian had been hiding this from him for the entire season? Yeah. Nauseated when he saw the dark bruising and blood spread across Grian’s back? Yes. Bloody terrified when he thought Grian’s previous captors may have something to do with this? Absolutely.
But panic didn’t set in until Grian was slumped unconscious in his arms.
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or, grian’s past with the watchers comes back to bite him in the form of his wings (and his mental state), mumbo wants to be a good friend, doc is traumatized, scar needs a break, xisuma and stress are just trying to keep them all alive, and pearl is… well, is she?
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or, alternatively, grian wing angst go brrrr...
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18 May 2023
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how can i leave here, all the things that warmed me by Anonymous
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
12 Oct 2023
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It starts when Grian is afraid, even if there's no reason for him to be scared. One moment he's fine, sitting in this house he's built for himself on Hermitcraft where things were supposed to be good and supposed to be safe. Mumbo is nice, the others are nice. Hermitcraft is nice.
It doesn't stop Grian from being afraid every waking moment. His heart is exhausted from the adrenaline coursing through him. He's tired of running away from his past, and he's been running for a long, long time.
Watching doesn't hurt. When he Watches, he forgets about all the things that make Players hurt. And Grian is sick of hurting.
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aka s7 hermitcraft fic where author uses made up watcher lore as a metaphor for dissociation.
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14 May 2023
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lost in the dark (he's got a heavy heart) by definitelynotaroughdraft (definitelynotshouting)
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
26 Dec 2024
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"Grian, what are these?"
Weakness, he tries to rasp; it comes out garbled, so he sucks in a long, slow breath and tries again, lungs trembling with the effort. "Weak– weakness."
Scar drops the bottle like it's burned him. "You took three weakness potions?" he chokes out, and that seems to break whatever trance Xisuma, Pearl, and Tango have been in this entire time. They rush forward, eating the distance between them in rapid strides, until they're all crouched around Grian.
Grian shuts his eyes again, before remembering he isn't supposed to do that. He wants to say sorry. What he says instead, is: "It was– safer. Like this. For you."
It amounts to about the same thing.
Or, I finally buckle down and post the rough draft of hunger au, where I give Grian every mental illness known to man and also a few new ones. Please heed the tags.
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- Part 3 of all that i can do
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- 58,180
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- 11/?
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07 Mar 2023
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Harry has come to his parents grave with one objective in mind - to kill himself. Except he hadn't planned on Snape screwing it up.
(Eventual Snape adopts Harry)
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01 Jan 2023
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As a result of glitched code, and a now-ex partner shoving him down a dark hole, Grian ends up on the Hermitcraft server. But he doesn't arrive at spawn. Instead, he finds himself far away from other players, slowly leaning more and more into his instincts until he's more or less feral.
And it's then that a hermit finds him.
Grian is torn between his new-found independence and listening to his avian and omegan instincts to be around others.
Sister fic to A Need to Protect (LinesofRed)
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- Part 2 of Protection and Independence
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Follow You Down by kirk_spock_in_the_impala (ryokoyuy)
Fandoms: Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types, The Witcher (TV), Wiedźmin | The Witcher Series - Andrzej Sapkowski
29 Jun 2020
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Geralt was never supposed to survive the Trials. A submissive witcher was an abomination, an insult to the order of the world. He can never let anyone know his nature, can never accept a gentle touch or a kind word. It's too risky, too dangerous. He might slip up and that would mean the end of everything.
But Jaskier refuses to keep to the script. After the boisterous (alluring), overly invasive (affectionate), and stupidly persistent (brave) Dominant walks into his life with bread in his pants, Geralt starts to think that maybe he could break this endless cycle of deprivation and pain. If only he could figure out how to deserve it.
(This is a low, slow exploration of trauma, recovery, and learning to live with oneself. BDSM is the lens through which all that is explored, but this is not a story based around sexual encounters. Rather, it is one about intimacy, communication, agency, familial bonds, and seeing people as they are.)
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- Part 1 of Follow You Down
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The royal family of Antarctic empire isn’t exactly close.
Emperor Philza is always occupied; Tommy hasn’t seen Techno in months, and even if Wilbur is here, their relationship can be described to be strained at best.
The royal family doesn’t need to be close, however, it only needs to be balanced, like the pillars holding the country above their heads – as long as they are strong and steady, the Empire will be too. It’s the principle that held Tommy’s back straight and his shoulders broad through the years of hardships and trials of errors; through yet another formal meeting where his father’s gaze would look past him and where his brother’s words would be filled with poison that makes the deepest parts of his soul ache.
At that time, Tommy couldn't know that his family would find a replacement for him in the face of a commoner boy named Ranboo.
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Tommy's family has replaced him. It's only fair that he gets to do the same.
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- Part 1 of The curse of being young
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13 Apr 2022
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Its so fucking good read it again and keep an eye on the author
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You couldn't handle me then, what makes you think you can now? Tripled by Firebird_wilmon
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types
05 Sep 2023
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Peter Stark, kidnapped by Hydra at age 6. Never found.
Ned Banner, taken away from father, left with abusive mother, kidnapped by Hydra. Never Found.
Michelle Romanoff, willing given to Hydra by Widow of the Red Room. Never seen again. Never found.Once they get out they're a force to be reckoned with. What happens when they want to see their parents again but don't at the same time? They go under the cover of Interns, with fake names and families. It's time that Ned, Michelle and Peter get closure on why they weren't good enough.
Angst. fluff, friendship, family and life as teenage ex-assassin's/spies.
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The Fiancés, And Their Adventure In Adopting Traumatized Teenagers by HonkAus
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game)
22 Apr 2021
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"Oh my Gods." Quackity says, after a moment. He does not continue, just lets his mouth gape open as the information attempts to process.
" Oh my Gods, " Karl mimics, voice high as he takes in all of this, honestly, quite obvious information. "We honking adopted three teenagers before we even got married."
Aka: The fiancés unintentionally adopt three horribly, horribly traumatized kids. Because, uh, that's... what you do when you're planning a wedding?
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05 Aug 2021
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I want to hold you in my arms and burn by orphan_account
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, DreamSMP
26 Apr 2021
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Tommy Craft, youngest child to the famed Philza Minecraft, was raised within war. Raised to fight, raised to kill, raised to revolt. As such, “childish antics” were war crimes that pushed boundaries between friends and enemies.
To be young, to not realize what was happening right before his very eyes- broken bonds and shattered memories of days long since past- how he wished he could be young inside and out, and not feel a decade older than he was; to not feel the pressing weight of abandonment on his shoulders day in and day out. Disappointed gazes- Techno, Phil, Tubbo, Wilbur- pressing into his back every. Single. D a y.
Exile, he figured, wouldn’t have been too bad had Dream not shown up to belittle him everyday, forcing him to burn his valuables, lest he get a sword punctured through his chest. However, two months in, he’s had enough.
No more shall he lay, wasting away, as Dream hounds him day after day with insults and demeaning remarks. No longer shall he stir in his anger when he can actually do something.
It’s time that “Tommyinnit” is laid to rest amongst the carcass of fire and ash, and a new form take his place.
It’s time to be reborn.
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20 Jun 2021
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When Tommy was a child, his family left him. They left -- for better and greater things -- leaving him behind in a great old empty house without a word. So he set their garden on fire, stretched his wings, and flew away. Only after years, ruling desolate lands with a body that can barely contain him, does he hear of them again, and does he find his way home.
(Wilbur and Technoblade create L'Manberg. Tommy is left behind. He finds himself in 2b2t, and by some miracle, he learns to fight. Then, after wars, after deaths, after destruction and insanity, he finds that his siblings have been shoved into a battle all their own.)
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20 Jun 2021
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The Fall Didn't Work by AsterArkane
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP
06 Sep 2022
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Tommy jumps off his dirt tower expecting death but instead someone transports him to an alternate timeline where he died at the age of 9, how will he deal with this? will he even try to go back or will he stay here?
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Vibrations by celestialwarden
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP
07 Dec 2021
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Dream, Tommy decided, was a dickhead— and Tommy didn't listen to dickheads anymore. Not after Wilbur and his promises of grandeur, not after Schlatt and his stupid fucking decree, and especially not after Technoblade and his egotistical stories.
So instead of jumping off his tower and watching his brains go splat on the ground by Logstedshire, Tommy let himself fall into the water.
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Tommy runs away during exile and finds a place and people to help him heal. Set over a span of four years.Series
- Part 1 of Vibrations AU
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31 Mar 2021
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Tommy was so, so very cold. And so, so very tired. He doesn’t want to die.
Does he?
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17 Dec 2020