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    When Shane bent to put a plate in the dishwasher, he felt Ilya’s clever fingers pinching the inside of his left thigh hard, just beneath the hem of his shorts.

    “Fuck!” he yelped, and wheeled on him, shoving him with both hands before he could think too much about it. An instinctive reaction.

    Ilya staggered back a step and then grinned boyishly, reaching out to shove Shane in return, both big hands on his shoulders.

    It was on.

    Or: Shane and Ilya at the cottage, accidentally breaking things. But not because of sex. Mostly.

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    Instead of Ilya going to Ottawa, Shane joins the New York Admirals

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    Newly turned vampire Shane Hollander is determined not to be a monster or let his new status stop him in any way from his dream of becoming an NHL star. He stubbornly keeps a diurnal schedule, only drinks animal blood, and never so much as bares his fangs in polite company.

    His careful rhythm is disrupted when natural born vampire Ilya Rozanov waltzes into his life. Ilya is his opposite in every way: no sleep schedule to speak of, freely mixes matters of blood and sex, and grins with his fangs when he’s particularly pleased.

    All this should repulse Shane, of course, not make him so desperate it’s as if some part of him has been waiting his whole life to surrender to the uncontrollable attraction.

    [Now with a sequel: More Alive Than You’d Know]

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    Trans Shane Hollander realizes he's ovulating.

    "Tell me what is bothering you Shane."

    His brain spins like a globe, searching for something…and then it hits him like a brick.

    "Fuck." He mutters, half forgetting he's still on the phone.

    "I'm going to fucking break into your house Shane."

    He breathes. "I'm fine, just…fuck…I'm…I'm ovulating."

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    Shane gets his period…on valentines day
    Ilya is deeply curious about it and Shane gives in to being cared for

    "I do not judge you for this, you know this right?"

    Shane nods half-heartedly.

    "Shane."

    He turns to look at Ilya again, "Yes, I know. You'd be the first of men I think."

    "Ah, yes, well they are stupid. I am not stupid." Ilya's hands rub up and down the top of Shane's thighs, kissing his knees again.

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