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    There are so many fics where Shane is in heat and Ilya is helping him through it. Shane is begging and a lot of times Ilya is reveling in it, teasing Shane about giving him what he wants, what he needs, so desperately. And Ilya loves it, and if I'm not mistaken so does Shane.

    Buttt I always thought to myself how does Ilya know the teasing is hot and the right thing, especially when Shane needs him so bad he's saying it hurts. So, imagining Ilya taking it too far.

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    "Hmm, I don't know if you have earned it, yet kotenok," and again Ilya's touch leaves Shane's body.

    And abruptly Shane can't take it anymore. It just hurts hurts hurts: his heart, his stomach, his head. His arms collapse and his face is uncomfortably pressed into the pillow and he's just sobbing. He had chosen Ilya. He thought Ilya had chosen him, too, by being here, but all he's done is reject Shane. Suddenly Shane feels every inch the pathetic, needy omega he's always hated.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    He blamed the league for the monster in his chest, the one that wanted to sink it's claws into Hollander’s neck, to see the red crescent marks that would be left when Ilya would finally retract his hand—only when Shane was spluttering and out of breath. He blamed the fact that they had been shoved into each other’s faces as young as seventeen for the intense burning flare that would explode in his chest every time he saw a glimpse of those dark doe eyes and freckles—a burning that wasn’t anything remotely close to hatred no matter how hard he had tried to convince himself otherwise. He blamed every single fucking person that hyped up their rivalry for the fact that all he wanted was to see Shane’s teary eyes as he plowed into him, making those little punched out *uh uh uh* sounds Ilya heard in his fucking dreams. 

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    Ilya explores his dominant tendencies through Shane and falls in love along the way (or, probably, was just in love all along)

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Rozanov is looking at him intensely, mouth pursed in a smirk, eyes alight. “You eat dinner?”

    “What?”

    “Dinner,” Rozanov says, “Is meal you eat in evening. You have it?”

    “You’re asking me if I eat dinner?”

    Rozanov tilts his head. “My English is not so bad, I think.”

    “No, it isn’t,” Shane says, although he’s still confused by Rozanov’s question. After a beat, where all he can focus on is Rozanov’s thick eyebrows, Shane confirms: “Yes, of course I eat dinner.”

    “Good. Me too.” Rozanov is still smirking. Shane’s starting to think it might be his default expression. “We have that in common: playing hockey and eating dinner.”

    Or: five times Ilya Rozanov tried to ask out Shane Hollander, and the one time he succeeded.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    "You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."

    Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.

    Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.

    or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mind-blowing hate-sex doesn’t help.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    He gnaws at the guilt of his own actions the way Anya does her chew toys for days after, Shane clearly picking up on something going on with him but also giving him space to work it over in his head until he’s ready to share.

    Right up until they’re out at team dinner and the two other smokers at the table excuse themselves for a smoke outside and Shane looks to him expectantly-

    -only to frown when Ilya stays where he is.

    (how and why ilya finally gives up smoking)

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    14 Jun 2026