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    With the Montreal Metros suddenly in need of a new head coach, General Manager Shane Hollander turns to the one person who might know as much about winning as he does: his fellow Hall of Famer and ex decade-long situationship, Ilya Rozanov.

    But what starts as a simple job offer soon becomes a life-altering sea change neither could have ever imagined.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    20 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    Dean tries to put Sam’s clothes in the dresser at the first motel. Dad catches him and barks, “Stop that. We’re not staying here.”

    Two weeks later, there’s a new motel. A month later, another. Every new place smells strange, every burger tastes a little different, the blankets are never quite the same, though almost every motel has the same yellowish brown fuzzy blanket, sometimes complete with burnt holes where people dropped cigarettes. Everything is different all the time and at night, in the bed across from John, Dean bites his lip and tries not to cry.

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    Scenes from Dean's childhood and how he learns to stay alive.

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    15 May 2026

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    “I think I want to build a house.”

    Cas looks up from his book, surprised: probably both that Dean spoke, and by the words that he said. “What about the bunker?”

    “Not enough windows.” Dean shifts, hospital gown crinkling. His jello cup sits half-eaten on the white tray in front of him. “Now that there’s no Devil or God or cosmic threat—I want windows.”

    Shutting his book, laying it on his lap, Cas asks, “Do you have a property in mind?”

    “Yeah.” Dean picks up the jello cup again, spooning the red, wobbly stuff into his mouth. “Yeah, I know a place."

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    Cas is human. Dean doesn't die on the rebar. Together, they rebuild.

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    23 Apr 2026