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Dude, You're a Boyfriend by Verdant_Words
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jun 2026
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After tuna melts and their first night actually sleeping together, Ilya asks Shane for more. Shane agrees, not knowing that this was Ilya's way of asking him out.
Comination of written fic and texting fic.
The text scrolls!
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- Part 13 of Verdant's Heated Rivalry Fics
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des plus brillants exploits by daughterofrohan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jun 2026
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And that’s it, really, the crux of everything they are and always have been to each other. Carving themselves into the fabric of the mountain’s summit so that neither of them can exist there without the other. I promise I will not let you fall.
Sometimes everything you want doesn’t necessarily look like everything you want. It's Shane's first year in Ottawa and the Centaurs have made another historic playoff run, but when all is said and done, no one may come out of it unscathed. This is a story about picking up the pieces.
(This is a story about love.)
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- Part 1 of rewrite the stars
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I choose you by Nandy008
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Feb 2026
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Starts after chapter 22 of 'The long game'.
Ilya asks Shane to choose between him and hockey.
Shane takes a moment to think about it, and says 'of course I choose you'.Taking the moment to think about it? It doesn't sit right with Ilya when Ilya feels like he left the Boston team to be closer to Shane. What did Shane sacrifice?
It didn't end there, Shane asks him, 'Would you?' To Shane, they didn't plan this. They decided to see other, get retired and then tell everyone. Shane started the charity in the name of Ilya's mother, so they can meet other in public. He doesn't like socializing with people, but he met with donors, managed everything except coaching which he realised he is not good at it. Everything was going as planned right? When did things change? Ilya is not asking to leave Montreal but hockey. Hockey is where Shane feels normal, with no subject he needs to try hard to understand. He feels normal in the rink.
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The longing game by Nandy008
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Jun 2026
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During the timeline of The Long Game:
Shane falls ill in the shadow of an injury.
Ilya, struggling with depression, never sees it coming.
The fight mirrors Chapter 22 of the long game exactly—raw, brutal, final. ( Not exactly but with a brutal twist, angst and pain)
"I gave you everything , and all you did was break me.
Loving you cost me more than I knew!!!.
I wish we had never crossed paths....
I wish... I wish I had married Svetlana"..
Only now, we watch what follows.
They fracture beyond repair.
Silence grows between them.
They drift.
They unravel.And from the wreckage, the Longing Game begins.
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Oh I Thought You Were Good by canikook
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jun 2026
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Marlow finds out Ilya, his boy Ilya that he trusts more than life, is taking advantage of his boyfriend's insecurities to sleep around.
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An Endless Road to Rediscover by Nyxelestia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jun 2026
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You
I really was looking forward to seeing you after the game
I’m as sad at missing that
As I am sad at missing the playoffs.Lily
so am I
fuck MarlowYou
Aww, he’s not your favorite anymore?Lily
LEAST favorite now 😤You
I mean at least he feels bad. I believe him when he says he didn’t mean to hurt me.Lily
so do I
I just don’t care
he still DID hurt you
he should watch where he’s goingYou
😂
So you’re not going to get custom Bears lingerie with a 7 on it, then?Lily
no
I’ll get one for every other number on the team though 😘You
That’s an awful lot of money to spend on kindling.Leaked texts from Shane Hollander’s phone out him…as dating a Cliff Marleau fangirl.
No one is really sure what to do about this — least of all, Cliff Marleau.
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Ever since Danny came out in seventh grade, Stiles was constantly asking him if he found Stiles attractive. Well, no, not exactly, he would ask "am I attractive to gay gays?" or "do gay guys find me attractive?".
Danny always just ignored him. He wasn't just there to be some straight guy's ego boost. Even though he was kinda cute. He was very much a twink, and Danny knew plenty of gay guys who would definitely be attracted to Stiles. And, yeah, sure, gay guys aren't a monolith, yada yada, but an hour down at The Jungle and Stiles would find just how attractive gay guys found him.
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Shane Hollander is eighteen, second overall draft pick, and quietly, a father. He's learned to carry both versions of himself with practiced ease.
Then there's Ilya Rozanov: first overall, unbothered, and already taking up more space in Shane's head than he has any right to.
Their rivalry is the story everyone wants to tell. Shane is starting to suspect the real one is something else entirely.
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Cruising by lesbianalumni
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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“Kiss me,” Rozanov whispers.
Shane cannot help the strangled breath he lets out, nor can he help how harshly his lips crash into Rozanov’s. He moves so quickly that he’s sure one of them will have a small bruise or visible puffiness tomorrow, but he doesn’t care.
He is lost in a place that exists out of time and space, his skin tingling everywhere Rozanov’s body touches. Their torsos are pressed together and Rozanov’s hand is grasping the back of Shane’s neck, pulling his face even harder against his own, just to have more of him. Rozanov’s tongue is sliding quickly, hungrily, familiarly against Shane’s. The four years Shane has waited to do this shrink into a wrinkle, bridging 2009 and now, as though the universe had not so unfairly yanked them apart and they could start their rookie year over again.--
Years after Ilya left the league prematurely, Shane and Ilya are both passengers on a four-month, around-the-world cruise.
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Shane scoffs, throwing his hands up. “I just want to figure this out. We have to live together, we should be—“
“We should be what?” Ilya laughs. “Braiding each other’s hair like girls, yes?”
“No. I just don’t think we need to be so hostile.
“I don’t like you,” Ilya says plainly. “You are irritating, and you are boring. In two years, we will be done with hockey and college, and neither of us will have existed to each other. Let it be that.”
(Or: Ilya Rozanov is a rich kid who has been kicked out of another university. His new university, while not bad, tries to give him a new roommate. Shane Hollander is a sweetheart who hasn't had an easy life after the loss of both of his parents. After doing some ugly things to make ends meet, all he wants is a normal, happy college experience and an education that would make his mom proud, while trying to balance the hideous things still chasing him.)
*rape/noncon is not between shane and Ilya*
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When the Ice Turned Crimson by literaryaddicted
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Jun 2026
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After being a witness to an horrible accident on the ice, Shane Hollander, riddled with PTSD, surprisingly retires from playing hockey for the NHL in 2015. The reasons for his Retirement are kept confidential and vague, the official statement only mentions an career ending injury.
He needs years to even manage to set foot into an ice rink again but eventually manages to become an assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs, to reconnect with his beloved sport in some way.Ilya Rozanov had dealt with his fathers death and the final fallout with his brother alone. He feels lost and lonely in Boston and never wants to return to Russia. To secure permanent residency in Canada, he approaches a trade to Ottawa, shocking the entire hockey community.
He won’t admit it to anyone but after Shane Hollander disappeared from the NHL and his life almost 3 years ago, a part of him disappeared too. The Centaurs are currently still the worst team in the devision but something about playing in the hometown of Shane Hollander draws him there. -
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“They tell me he is learning to walk again,” a shirtless Rozanov says to the semi-circle of microphones in front of him, hands on his hips, still damp and flushed and riding that victory high. “Is good news, but little children can walk. I am interested when he will learn to skate again.”
After suffering a career-ending injury, Shane Hollander is struggling to connect with the world. Ilya Rozanov is more than happy to help in the only way he knows.
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Omega Shane presents in Vegas after years of being a beta and is accidentally bitten by Alpha Ilya. It results in the end of his career and a pregnancy he has no choice but to keep.
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Here, Hollander takes a steadying breath. His pupils are blown wide. "Harder," he says, almost demands, like he's sure Ilya won't do it. Ilya feels a little crazed.
There's a defiant edge to his voice. He's so fucking adorable, is Ilya's first thought. It's insane. His hand lands on Hollander's cheek again with a crack.
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- Part 2 of yes, i come back
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If Heaven do Exist by Aizkoh_cuotie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jun 2026
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What if the Tuna Meltdown ended differently?
What if Ilya's fear won?
What if Ilya was the one who panicked and walked away? Before Shane could even call him his. A single step backward became a thousand miles between them.
Shane was left standing and waiting for 3,650 sunrises, 120 months of silence.For 10 years of waiting.
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and we all fall down by lowkey_existential_despair
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jun 2026
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The truth was, yeah, Shane married Ilya, but he’d married hockey first. He married hockey the second he signed his rookie contract with the Metros, and his courtship began long, long before. And his marriage to hockey wasn’t like his marriage to Ilya. Hockey wouldn’t ever love him back. Ilya wasn’t going to chew Shane up and spit him out at some nebulous point after he turned thirty and before he turned forty, his joints busted and his mouth full of dentures and his brain fucked to hell and back. And that marriage—his first marriage—had always come before his second, illicit shotgun wedding.
It wasn’t ideal, maybe, but that was just how things were. Hell, it was probably the same for Ilya, too. The fuck was Shane supposed to do about it? Nothing, nothing, nothing. He liked his life just the way it was. He didn’t want to do anything different. He still doesn’t. And that’s the worst, most shameful part of it all: at the end of the day, some part of Shane will always wish he could wind back time like adjusting a watch; erase that Instagram post before it ever hit the internet and go back to the life they’d had before; the life that was slowly killing them both.
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- Part 3 of two weddings and a scandal
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the practical (accidental) acquisition of a husband by cherrylilies (cherrydialectic)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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After a viral photo outs Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov while they're still busy pretending their years-long situationship is mostly just sex, the fallout gets complicated fast. The world reacts badly. Their teams react worse. Ilya's future in North America starts to look alarmingly fragile, and Shane, who has never met a disaster he didn't try to control into submission, throws himself into fixing what can still be fixed.
Ilya has spent his whole life being wanted for the wrong reasons and discarded for the right ones. Shane has spent his whole life believing that if he is careful enough, good enough, controlled enough, he can keep disaster from reaching the people he loves.
A practical solution emerges, then a house, then rings.
Somehow, by the time they say their vows, both of them are certain they are the only one who means them.
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make me feel something by nettlepixie
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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Have more drinks. Go to the next bar. Then the club. The bass throbs and it’s like if your heart can follow the pulse of it, maybe it will keep beating. You’re the last ones left. You can’t go home, because home is where all the rest of it waits. Luca stumbles into you and blushes so easily with blue eyes so wide — desire that he doesn’t know what to do with as his gaze slides to your mouth like someone else you once knew.
What’s the worst that can happen?
Shane and Ilya had a plan. Ilya being outed by pictures of him getting a blowjob in an alleyway behind a club from Luca Haas was not part of the plan.
A not-very-nice Hollanov infidelity fic.
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Love The Way You Lie (I Ain’t Sorry) by NotoriousJYT
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander’s carefully guarded world shatters when a leak exposes years of secrets. Betrayed and broken, he finds himself face-to-face with the one person who’s always been there — Hayden, his steady teammate and best friend, who’s just had his own life upended.
One night. One bottle. One door finally left unlocked.
What starts as shared grief and whiskey-soaked confessions quickly turns into something neither of them can walk away from. Raw, desperate, and long overdue.
(Or: the one where everything falls apart at once, and two broken men finally stop pretending.)
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I Think I'm Having Revelations by kay_cees_all
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 May 2026
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Ilya has it all. Until it comes crashing down. After a terrible car accident that leaves him with a career ending injury, he finds himself trying to find light in the darkest place he's ever been.
Until his physical therapist helps him heal in ways he never imagined.
Shane is stuck. No, not stuck. Lost. And he's coming to the realization that in the midst of putting everyone else first, he's lost sight of who he really is.
With the help of a darkened ex NHL player, maybe he can figure everything out. Maybe he can finally unleash a part of him that he didn't even realize was there.