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    Hayden cuts himself off at the sound of something he hears so rarely, he’s almost sure he’s imagining it. He scans the room, looking for the source, and sure enough, his eyes land on his target. 

    There, nestled in between two of his teammates on the couch, is Shane Hollander. 

    Laughing. Out loud. Audibly. 

    Like, he’s actually fucking laughing, not the fake laughs he forces out to make other people more comfortable. In fact, he’s laughing so hard, he looks like he might cry, and Hayden would be delighted by the sight of it if he weren’t so fucking concerned. Shane Hollander doesn’t laugh at parties. Shane Hollander barely laughs when he’s actually happy, and he’s never happy at parties. So what gives? 

    Or:

    Shane Hollander accidentally gets very high. That's it, that's the fic.

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    ͙͘͡★ It’s not like he wanted to study with Riku—he really, REALLY didn’t—but his options were limited. He had no choice. He was desperate!

     

    Allegedly.

    — ✶⋆.˚ —

    IN WHICH—Cherry confesses mid argument to Riku after fighting with his own feelings. He was just as shocked as Riku, no–even more shocked actually. It was supposed to be a simple chemistry study session.

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    The first time that Shane falls out of bed, he wakes up just before his body hits the floor.

    While he's not injured, the fall does knock the air out of him, and he lays there face down, pressed into the rug as he gasps for breath, trying to process what the fuck just happened.

    He hasn't fallen out of bed since… well, since ever. He'd always been a relatively sound sleeper, often waking up in the same position he'd fallen asleep in, something that has continued all the way through childhood and into his adult life.

    So the fact that he's laying on the floor for the first time now, at 26, makes no sense. Everything is the same as it always has been… except for one thing. Tonight, someone is in his bed. That's definitely new.

    or: Ilya really can't help that he sleeps like a starfish when he's comfortable. Shane is a solution-oriented person who just really wants a good night's sleep next to his boyfriend (boyfriend???), and who'll do whatever he has to in order to get it.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    This has been, without a doubt, one of the weirdest and most wonderful days of Ilya Rozanov’s whole entire life. This morning, he woke up alone in his bed in Boston, and now he’s ending the day standing awkwardly in the bedroom of Shane Hollander’s “fortress of solitude” in some random fucking Ontario forest, watching through the bathroom doorway as his… lover, maybe?… gets ready for bed.

    ...

    “Do you, um,” Ilya says, trying his damnedest to remind himself that this is nothing like their ill-fated sleepover last fall, and he can, in fact, be normal about this, “do you have particular side of the bed you like to sleep on?”

    (or, just a bunch of little scenes I cooked up from their first time at the cottage that weren't in the show or book.)

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    It's Ilya and Shane's first Christmas together as an actual couple, and Ilya is a bit nervous to spend it with Shane's family. Of course, when he wakes up sick a few days before the holiday, that won't do. He can't ruin Christmas.

    Or, Ilya learns what it means to be cared for.

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    09 Jul 2026