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    Grace’s short history of relationships taught him that maybe he was just childish. Maybe he just— maybe he didn’t want a relationship. Maybe he just wanted a best friend who wouldn't leave him when they got married. That he was the one that was the problem.

    Adults had sex. That was a fact of life. They fell in love and love meant sex and that was just how it was. If you didn’t want to have sex then you weren’t really in love. Sure sex didn’t equate to love— people had flings all the time— but romance and sex were the kind of things that went together. So Grace had just— accepted the words of his girlfriends. That maybe he just never actually loved them the way he thought he did. Maybe he just liked them and tied the thought of romance to it so that he could monopolize their time. That all just came together so maybe he actually was just leading these women on. All of them gave him everything he needed in a relationship but he’d never been able to be what they needed. Wasn’t that selfish? Wasn’t that cruel?

    Alternatively: Grace is alloromantic asexual. This is traumatizing in many ways. Not for Rocky though. Rocky's perfectly okay with being in love and never having sex.

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    21 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    There's something Grace hasn't told Rocky. And this isn't something that wouldn't pertain to their given situation, like his favorite breakfast cereal or the fact that he used to ride a bike to work (trying to explain a bicycle to a guy with five legs, yeah that would go swell), it happens to be a very important part of humans basic biology that affects all his phisiological processes. Humans have a lovely secondary sex component, designations, that allow for the existence of alphas, betas, and omegas. Yay so fun!

    The problem is that ever since waking up alone on the Hail Mary, Ryland has not caught a whiff of his scent or felt any urges that would signify if he was due. That means at some point on this journey from here to Erid that he's on with Rocky, he will eventually will be. No way around it. To spring this on Rocky without prior knowledge, and become even more clumsy and cranky while also unbearably horny, would be bad. He could die, he could freak out, he could ostracize his only friend (and the guy he's kind of fell in love with) . . . all equally bad options he'd say. So it'd be nice if his body would get with the program and give him a sign. Did he mention he has no idea what designation he is?

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Rocky surprises Grace with his new human body. How will they adjust their norms?
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    As Rocky struggles to adapt to unfamiliar social habits, Grace finds himself unprepared for what it means to no longer be alone. What starts as scientific curiosity slowly turns into something softer such as quiet mornings together, shared meals, accidental touches, and the growing comfort of simply existing side by side.
    But after years of isolation, neither of them quite knows what to do with the fragile, unfamiliar connection forming between them. Especially when every small moment suddenly feels like it means everything

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    30 May 2026

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    Sometimes I'd forget

     

    Rocky has been stranded, alone and light years away from home for 46 years. For a long time it seemed like nothing would ever change. But a new arrival in Tau Ceti system is about to alter the course of history; For Rocky, for Erid, and for another world far, far away.

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    Beta read by chez_levi! Thank you for your notes, and curse you for your implications about metaphors

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    After the end of season two, Glenn gets a chance to live again, but this causes him to get stuck in a rut as he finally has to face the trauma of the past few years. Maybe an old acquaintance can help him finally retire and live a peaceful life.

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