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    “The ache for home lives in all of us. The safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned.”
    ― Maya Angelou

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Once is a mistake, twice is terrible judgment, three times is enemy action. After four times, it might just be something worse.

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    What if Scott hooked up with Ilya during the summer of 2010 entirely by accident, then kept doing it on purpose.

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    11 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AU if Scott and Ilya hooked up before Ilya started playing.
    Have canon pairs, but also polycue with Scott/Ilya and all the pairs in sort of harmony.
    Warm feelings of found family

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    08 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    WIP
    Shane is a closeted NHL star.
    Ilya hurt his knee in juniors, his visa got messed up, and now he works as a Dom, and is barely scraping by.
    Shane is a client,but they've fallen for each other, but not told each other.
    Ilya is in a dangerous position, with no savings, a hurt knee, no legal status, and facing danger in Russia
    Shane is oblivious and scared of being outted.

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    Shane and Ilya are champions. They are partners, and they’re in it for life. And people are starting to notice.

    After being traumatically outed two years ago, Shane and Ilya's relationship and their lives have been fundamentally changed, and most days, Shane thinks that's a good thing. But sometimes, the pressure of being out, and the endless online speculation about #hollanov, and rumors running rampant through the NHL, and a new generation of rookies looking up to them, and the knowledge that everyone is relying on Shane Hollander to be perfect at all times—sometimes it's a lot.

    But Shane's dealing with it. Ilya seems happier than he's ever been, and Shane just needs to get his act together to support his husband. He can do that. He needs to, and he will, if he doesn't crack under the pressure first.

    They've got a second Stanley Cup to win, after all.

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    06 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Hollanov WIP, reading as posting
    3rd fic in the series where Shane is traded to Boston after being outed as gay.
    They're soft launching their relationship.
    Hayden is in Ottawa.
    The one where they're married and wear matching chains.
    Luca is in Boston.
    The rookie goalie is Asian and ASD

  5. Rec *

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    29 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Beautiful fic.
    Romantic, joyful, but so a good read.
    Teen rating appropriate for content but not written like usual teen fics.